New Linda
Humble Prayer Partner
When I opened the product I bought at the store, I saw the cord that I was asking the staff about for an hr. This made me mad because I was asking, and we talked for an hr, and they said no. If I asked them to take out the product and put it in the cart, or they said yes, it was in the box, I wouldn't have talked for an hr and gone to the regular check-out teller for a better transaction and conversation and left the store without commotion. But because of the hr conversation and they said no even though that was not the case, I had to purchase the products within a 5 min window, and the tellers were closed, and I had to use the machine for debit/credit, no cash check-out. I wanted to see if the tellers were still open, but they closed the pathway, and so I went towards the machine isle again, and everything else happened after that. I feel like such a shnook for being snooked by a snooker and then being the scorner due to the snooker and scorner. And yet I can't blame anyone nor say stupid for you risk yourself and your salvation that way. And yet that happened too; I lost self-control and was emotional due to this and said stupid meaning to the scorner and snooker. I was mad for being misunderstood and blamed and attacked. What a day that was, being robbed and being watched and being judged and an overwhelming day.
*I have a question: can I still use the products even though this happened? Whatever I don't want to use, I can donate, and what I have, I can still use without guilt and shame, that I don't have to be quiet for using the products. All spirit of infirmity has to leave me and my place and anything that I have now.*
*Also, can I call the store to say that I'm sorry and say how I can repent by not going there at all? I don't know if I'm banned due to this, or not going there to shop at night or not shopping 5 min before closing and not shopping at stores for errands when I need medical help. Change of directions whether by shopping at another location or change of direction of places of sin and coming back to Jesus and staying with Jesus. No more wide gate; that day was like that wide gate. I want Jesus, the narrow gate that leads to Jesus, the door. Or shop at a different branch of the franchise of the store. Or forget about shopping at the store whether by day or night and focus on Jesus and reading His word and not hesitating to seek the right help when I need it most and avoid certain people so as not to be taken advantage of and have everything taken away due to the enemy, like Job. Don't blame the innocent for being taken advantage of and stripped of everything. I can still do that everywhere else of that repentance and regard. Other than that, I don't know what else to do. The remorse I have is when the lady outside of check-out and in the store who tried to give encouragement even though I was talking with the guard at the store, I got overwhelmed with sound and light and too many people I don't know talking to me and couldn't focus, and I said to the guard, I am overwhelmed, meaning I can't handle this, and tried to say what I was gonna say before even though I didn't want to mention while I was shopping at the store. She got persecuted for my words. All because of a snooker trying to rob and watching me deliberately, the whole store was in chaos and yelling and monitored, and the two people who are innocent got blamed, and the two people who are to be punished got away with it and just stood there watching. Yelling match in the store, and I got kicked out for people gossiping and blaming me (The odd person at another machine check-out was the gossiper). Before I got kicked out, I said to the other guards, for I was trying just to speak to one, and I said this is proof we are living in the last days (Machine only for payment and chaos after, Don't submit to AI, mark of the beast). Only Jesus Christ can save you. Come Jesus, come, we all need you, let your will be done, not ours. Then it took 3 buses to get home, and I was still sad, and hence I told the story here and asked for prayer and thank you all for understanding and for praying.
*I have a question: can I still use the products even though this happened? Whatever I don't want to use, I can donate, and what I have, I can still use without guilt and shame, that I don't have to be quiet for using the products. All spirit of infirmity has to leave me and my place and anything that I have now.*
*Also, can I call the store to say that I'm sorry and say how I can repent by not going there at all? I don't know if I'm banned due to this, or not going there to shop at night or not shopping 5 min before closing and not shopping at stores for errands when I need medical help. Change of directions whether by shopping at another location or change of direction of places of sin and coming back to Jesus and staying with Jesus. No more wide gate; that day was like that wide gate. I want Jesus, the narrow gate that leads to Jesus, the door. Or shop at a different branch of the franchise of the store. Or forget about shopping at the store whether by day or night and focus on Jesus and reading His word and not hesitating to seek the right help when I need it most and avoid certain people so as not to be taken advantage of and have everything taken away due to the enemy, like Job. Don't blame the innocent for being taken advantage of and stripped of everything. I can still do that everywhere else of that repentance and regard. Other than that, I don't know what else to do. The remorse I have is when the lady outside of check-out and in the store who tried to give encouragement even though I was talking with the guard at the store, I got overwhelmed with sound and light and too many people I don't know talking to me and couldn't focus, and I said to the guard, I am overwhelmed, meaning I can't handle this, and tried to say what I was gonna say before even though I didn't want to mention while I was shopping at the store. She got persecuted for my words. All because of a snooker trying to rob and watching me deliberately, the whole store was in chaos and yelling and monitored, and the two people who are innocent got blamed, and the two people who are to be punished got away with it and just stood there watching. Yelling match in the store, and I got kicked out for people gossiping and blaming me (The odd person at another machine check-out was the gossiper). Before I got kicked out, I said to the other guards, for I was trying just to speak to one, and I said this is proof we are living in the last days (Machine only for payment and chaos after, Don't submit to AI, mark of the beast). Only Jesus Christ can save you. Come Jesus, come, we all need you, let your will be done, not ours. Then it took 3 buses to get home, and I was still sad, and hence I told the story here and asked for prayer and thank you all for understanding and for praying.