Hi, I would like to ask for prayers/guidance. I honestly have no financial obligations. I'm ###, single, no child. My parents provide for me just well. I honestly enjoy being at home. I do arts and crafts that I give to friends and family. I've learned how to cook a few meals. I got to organize and decorate my room. I sometimes cry when I feel lonely, but for the most part I feel fine that I get to rest a lot lately, after years of suffering in different areas in life. I don't know what to call this season. I'm rested but isolated...and I don't know where to go next. I don't know if I can call this a wilderness season, but it's a word that has been coming up in my mind lately. I feel stuck, but at the same time privileged, because in this generation and with corruption all over the news, I've been living lately without much output to help society. But then I remember, even at Jesus' and John's time, there was already corruption and so much to do but they went through the wilderness anyway and Jesus went to desolate places. I sometimes have frantic thoughts like Martha, just worrying about things. About the unemployment issue, my parents are asking me to start a food business. I do want that someday, I did get excited about the idea of having a cafe, but now I realize that I don't feel ready, or I don't have that strong desire to pursue this. The site is being constructed already, so I feel pressured to pursue this just because my family want me to, not because it's my calling or what...I just don't know if this is what God would want me to do. I honestly pray that God would lead me to something else, something that would give me more structure. Something that I would have unshakable passion and determination for, and a restaurant is just not it at this time. Please pray for me to have an opportunity to have a career that I truly love. I am aware that I have the tendency to be dependent, but even though I like being comfortable and I feel grateful for the blessings, I also want to be less dependent from my parents, and to be more of a woman than a child. I know that a career would touch different aspects of life - finances, relationships, ministry, etc., so I would appreciate your prayers and thoughts also. Thank you!
