Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello, I am currently unemployed and actively applying for jobs. Been doing that for over a year after being forced out of a toxic workplace. Staying in the abusive environment was harmful and leaving was not an easy decision or knee jerk. It was impossible to successfully complete my assigned tasks while being bullied/mobbed and “kicked down”. I had many many sleepless nights. I also tried to improve the environment and be a light which led to ME accepting abuse in the form of yanking me, hitting, constant insults and being vilified for attending to my mother who became sick and needed me to assist her with all aspects of personal care. I did the best that I could (at work and for mom) before and after mom’s illness and death. They continued trying to push me out after mom’s death. That trial nearly crushed me. My abrupt resignation has led me into a very costly situation- the stress of financial strain and debt. I know that people talk about gig work/ side hustles (don’t have a vehicle) and starting a business but I have no clue what I would do. I don’t want to do something just because everybody else is doing it. Right now I just want to give up. The pressure, deadlines and other challenges are weakening my resolve. Father, I feel like I can’t take another step and everything is a big mess. Can you please in Jesus name intervene. I’m really trying but the discouragement is growing. I’ve sunken.
