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behler23
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Lord,
I can't understand why things are going so bad. Please help me to continue to have faith and to try and understand why things are going the way they are. My husband put in for the dayshift rather than night shift position which would remove him from the same shift as this woman he had an affair with. Now 5 out of 6 of those top jobs he applied for were cancelled, which further causes him anxiety and really makes him not want to go to dayshift, which I felt would be great for our marriage. In addition, he applied to be a coach for my son's soccer and I find out that there are no positions available for him. This would have helped to keep him focused on his marriage and family and kept him "plugged in" now that's gone. Lord, why? I can't understand why we are trying to reconcile and everything is SO hard. He is jealous over a sin that I committed while we were separated where I was in contact with another man, this is horrible. Everything seems to be falling apart before my very eyes. Why did you have us reconcile if it was going to be this hard? I don't understand. Help me Lord to be patient and accept your will for my life. Help me to have faith and trust in your cause right now I am SO frustrated. I love you Lord and help me to get myself right with you and to help me to be a Godly woman, mother and person. In your precious name AMEN
I can't understand why things are going so bad. Please help me to continue to have faith and to try and understand why things are going the way they are. My husband put in for the dayshift rather than night shift position which would remove him from the same shift as this woman he had an affair with. Now 5 out of 6 of those top jobs he applied for were cancelled, which further causes him anxiety and really makes him not want to go to dayshift, which I felt would be great for our marriage. In addition, he applied to be a coach for my son's soccer and I find out that there are no positions available for him. This would have helped to keep him focused on his marriage and family and kept him "plugged in" now that's gone. Lord, why? I can't understand why we are trying to reconcile and everything is SO hard. He is jealous over a sin that I committed while we were separated where I was in contact with another man, this is horrible. Everything seems to be falling apart before my very eyes. Why did you have us reconcile if it was going to be this hard? I don't understand. Help me Lord to be patient and accept your will for my life. Help me to have faith and trust in your cause right now I am SO frustrated. I love you Lord and help me to get myself right with you and to help me to be a Godly woman, mother and person. In your precious name AMEN
