Ugh

[timeless45]

Contemplating suicide as per usual...please pray...6 feet under and my soul elsewhere sounds good right about now...and has been sounding good...I'm a failure, I live somewhere, but have no home with people who love me, have no family, keep screwing up and messing up...having faith and praying, but nothing helps. Living with my mom sucks...she's FILLED with pessimism...always heaping curses on herself...after 7 months being cooped up with her, I am beginning to do the same thing to myself...I want to leave, but can't. I feel unbelievably let down by God, like He just abandoned on the side of the road. For 14 years, I had faith to be with my family...I finally see them and then my older brother molests me, the others lie about things that you never should lie about...such as someone being alive when they've been dead for 4 years now, they played it off real well...I'm a burden to them all. My family hates me...most don't accept me? Why? What did I do? I was SEVEN years old when I made the choice to live with my mom....but they still blame me...say it's all my fault...my mom always tried to get rid of me and send me back to my dad, but he didn't want me. WHY DID GOD GIVE ME A FREAKING FAMILY IF I'M UNWANTED BY THEM?! Then I had FAITH to be with them...I Saw THEM BUT IT GOT WORSE...MY DREAM EVER LIVING WITH THEM IS SHATTERED. For years I fantasized about what it's like having siblings...chasing each other around....but now we can't!!!

 

[NeededHelp]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[patty700]

I am praying for you but it sounds like you need to call the police on your brother and maybe a foster family would be better.You can have your own family one day and a church family.You have love in your heart just press in with God and do not give up..

 

[ihavedecided]

Matthew 11:28 "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest.

Yes father only you can give rest for this precious soul. Let her find peace and happiness in you and through you! In Jesus name I pray. Amen

 

[WorshipForever]

Lord Jesus I lift this person up to You. I pray you comfort them and hold them in Your everlasting arms. Lord, show this person that they are truly wonderful because they are Your child. I pray that You help them to see their worth. Lord please give them the strength they need to carry on on this earth and strength to move on from the past that hurts them still. Oh Lord Jesus give them serenity. Give them trust. Only You can do these things Lord. And You will. We pray in your name, Jesus. Amen.

:jesuslovesyou:

 

[anonymous7367]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[MerciMe]

Father, We know Your thoughts toward us are of peace and to give us a future and a hope. We know you have a perfect plan for our lives and we thank You for caring so much for us. Your Word promises that no weapon formed against us shall prosper and that the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty through You, Father to the tearing down of strongholds in our lives. Thank You that You have promised also that if we will resist the devil he will flee from us. We are so thankful that You surround us with Your holy angels and that You let them fight for us in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen 

 

[Taw]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.