Christ Follower
Humble Prayer Warrior
I start the week bad I went to return something at the store this morning and I ended by losing the money. I look everywhere in my purse and pockets and cant find it. I cried so much and start arguing with my mother. I have problems with my mother because she always causing chaos in my life, it's her fault because I was not paying attention and I dont exactly know how I lost the money. We were on the phone when the money was in my hand. Its like my mother always want bad things happen to me she does not want happiness in my life. She says that she pray for me but bad things always happen to me. I think she is being fake. She does not want to see me happy she wants me to have a miserable life. If she really cared about me her prayers will be effective. Her prayers are meaningless because it does not come from the heart. I always tell her the truth and tell her that her prayers are not real this is why Im having so many issues in my life. I went home and look one last time in my purse and find NOTHING. I am so stressed out I lost my money I am broke I dont work I have no financial assistance I have so many problems and I am very sick and its getting worst. I have bad digestive problems I cant eat I quit eating today I just cant eat anymore everytime I eat I get sick I think the end is close for me God does not want me to live a good life. I have bad stomach and digestive problems. Medications, doctors and herbal remedies all failed, I prayed for healing and changes but still suffer daily. I do not sin I follow the Bible I am obedient and all but my prayer requests dont get answers. I am getting tired of praying and asking for the same things I have no energy. I am so stresseed out. I wish a good samaritan brings the money to the store with the receipt but ususally when people find money on the ground they do not return it. I left my phone number at the store but again I most likely wont get the money. The worst part is that I was going to church to pray and bad things happen to me. I pray every day. I feel that God is not protecting me. I feel lost and I am sad. I am still waiting on paperwork in my mailbox I have been waiting for those papers for months now. My house is a mess and I need to declutter my apartment I am too stressed to do anything, I need help. I have no jobs, I am out of school I always have problems finishing college. I ams struggling with housing issues. My neighbors are dangerous they do drugs and sell drugs. They are always screaming, yelling and fighting. I am so scared and stressed out I have to put a lock in my bedroom door. I notify the landlord and showed him proofs of what is going on but he is doing absolutely nothing. He is supposed to protect me as a landlord but he is protecting them the evil neighbors. I want to move out so bad but I cant do anything if I dont the papers I have been waiting for months now. Even if my mother is fake I still want good for her. She is having a hard time selling her merchandise (clothings for men and women) She still have the stock at home. I want you to pray for her so she can sell everything fast. She got a huge accident last year and she is still waiting for her settlement. Please pray for her that she finds a good and worthy lawyer that will defend her and not only think about the money. Pray that she wins her case. She still have to see doctors, therapists etc.. Please pray that her health gets better. Thanks all.
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