Tonight I slid all over a major highway during ...

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Tonight I slid all over a major highway during a storm right against both guard rails and was just told by the insurance company that I was at fault.............it's the final straw for me. I have spent the years as a single parent scratching and clawing my way, my whole life if work and drudgery and outwardly I appear strong and in control and I've never felt more angry than I do tonight. If there is a God he sure has not been watching over me and whatever minute amount of joy I've managed is immediately smothered with another issue that needs attention. I cannot tell you how worn out and fed up and tired I am. For some of us there simply cannot be a God present because our best efforts are simply never footwork enough..................the feelings of hatred I have for the world, the system and most people right now is overwhelming as is my anger. Not good enough that I was brought up in total dysfunction that even at my age and I'm in my 50's I still can't find peace....so, if there is a God, why am I consistently overlooked.........and where is he right now. I feel as though I could cry and never stop as though I don't even care if there is a God anymore and that I'm happy we don't live forever and still I have to keep a happy strong face ~ I'm so glad we're not stuck in this stupid hellish life forever
 
I identify with your feelings, however remember that Jesus chose to suffer and die for us. If we are to reach glory with him we must go through the fire. Gold must go through the fire to remove the impurities. There is truly victory in your adversity if you only chose to see it by trusting in the Lord!!! Take a look at the things that you can be grateful for, I am sure you can find some. The nation of Israel wandered in the wilderness for 40 years when the trip could have only taken 11 days this was due to there consistent murmuring. Thank the Lord for all he has done as much as you can. When the praises go up the blessings come down.   
 
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