Today I will start again. Every day I will start again till I have reached the promised land. Till I no longer have to try, it is automatic. Till I no longer have to force myself, I just up and expectantly want to follow God. Every day I will start again until I automatically look to Him first and not the clock. Until I stop questioning why. Until I stop dreaming about what I have lost, till I am just plain ole happy. Every day I will start and die to the flesh every morning. AMEN
