Today is my youngest son's birthday, he turned 23 years old. His dad, my ex husband, has not for several years wished him a happy birthday or even really contacted him. Jim left his family for a woman he ended up marrying. He and his wife will visit my oldest son who lives in the same area as my youngest but won't visit him. Throughout the last several years I have turned the other cheek and made positives when there really weren't any. I kept my comments to myself about there dad and just moved on while raising my boys. But today, I have had it! I am so tired of seeing him hurt my youngest son and him being financially stable while I struggle. I am so tired of seeing him continue to live without a care in the world while I carry a load of cares. But most of all, how he treats our youngest son is not okay and it hurts a lot for me to watch my son hurt. I know we are not supposed to hate someone but right now that's all I feel. How does God allow someone to live so carefree and happily with all their wants and needs in the world met? I have prayed for years and did what I could to be a positive role model and talked kindly about their dad. I just can't do it any more. My son is hurting right now, please pray for him.