seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i have been facing some brokeness recently most scarily is the idea that i no longer love my family please i pray against the anger and the ridiculous negative thoughts please help me to calm down i have become way too obsessive i pray for help right now to provide peace for my family and calming for myself it i believe i am going to get back to happy days like at catalina sophmore year and even when i was a kid in ireland it is a beautiful day i am a living good child and i pray in jesus christs name that i stay in calm reality not only do i stay in calm reality but that i know that jesus is stronger than any of the negative delusions or strange things that have been happening that i be reminded that i am good but most importantly that calm would come to my ehart i dont want ot be angry and i want to stay in normal reality and to not be anxious these last two days have been very difficult for me and i dont want to even have any reminiscient nor resresidue of the compulsive stuff that i have had. i knoiw jesus is working in y families life and keeps ar ehome protected i ask that i would just give thanks for the love and respect the joy because honestly dwelling on the brokeness isnt worth anything also that whatever is telling me that i am too broken or that i want to be broekn or that my prayers have not been heard would simply no longer have any occurance nor impact nor influence that i would mimic thos thoughts nor let them affect me in anyway my family believes i can get better i do too even though these last two days have been very scary please pray for my family and me as i try to calm down, and that i become less impulsive and not listen to negative thoguths amen
