To Calm Down And Let Me Be Still

[seanathon]

I have been having some very intrusive negative thoughts, the worst part is people can tell I'm angry, and agitated. I try to put on a good show, but it doesn't seem to work most of the time. I do my tasks and try to go to church even, but the worst part is when there is a perfectly awesome sermon going on and for some reason I feel out of place and feel that I need to put my head down and not look at the speaker. I've really felt overwhelmed today and where I was once humble in my work (I'm a singer) I feel I've become arrogant and detrimental to others. This isn't super extreme, but I guess I just worry. Because choir singing, I need to help me relax and communicate with other people. I loved harmonizing and respecting other voices. I don't know what the heck has been happening. Anyway, I tried to have quiet time today, but I feel like I was simply delusional. It's been a scary time in my life and the worst part is that I don't understand why I'm so angry or why I am having trouble giving up my anger. But I ask for help and to know and to get out of this terrible addiction to agitation and anger. I call it that because I don't know what else to call it. It just kind of surfaced from anxiety and bad dreams and since I have had some minor delusions, I'm really tired.

I appreciate the responses to my previous prayers, and I'm going to list some affirming prayers after this from now on, but I guess I felt I needed to get the bad out of the way first. For some reason, I will only post one prayer a day and I will definitely try to make some good praises.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Pray4ualways]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[danny]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hisfaceiseek]

Father God, Holy is your name. I stand in agreement with this prayer. In Jesus name, Amen

 

[Don]

Psa 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

Psa 37:5 Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.

My wife ### and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.

 

[seanathon]

I appreciate that you all have prayed for me and encourage me to pray continuously about this. I will post a new prayer now.

 

[Barry1975]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.