lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
soul is hurting n my mind is gone. Ready to give up. Single parent. Feeling unloved. Spent Xmas alone. Was told by my biological mother she questions my mother hood. Question wheather I hide behind religion. That I need mental help. I do need mental help. I sat here n felt so alone even though I was with my children today. I just need prayers for my heart to heal from my childhood and I need prayers for my kids to see I isn't about gifts. I told them after today there will be no more holiday because of the gimmie attitude. I was told by mother I'm a bully n I am hurt. All i wanted was to spend time with family because I was in foster homes from 12 on. Raised by myy dad too