seanathon
Prayer Warrior
Most of today I would say was a calmness, I felt calm I thought people were getting along better, it wasn't until I went to something that I thought would be fun with my parents that I had yet another problem with delusions, I don't know why this is happening and I don't really care I just ask how I can get rid of the delusions and not entertain them. I prayed a prayer for gentleness and healing so I will pray that again, that I learn to be gentle and love again, instead of being an instigator (I don't try to be, but my thoughts are angry too often, anyway, I hope that you guys have a great night also a prayer of thanks that my friend and brother ### is doing really well, he has a great smile on his profile picture and I am really happy he is having a beautiful day, he has been through a lot, and I hope he has a great good night. Anyway I ask that Jesus searches my heart, because I know I am a good person, but it is very frustrating to be going through these painful and angry delusions when all I want to do is make amends with my family, and be a good brother and son, I ask that Jesus would send healing rain in my sleep good dreams (I didn't get to sleep last night so tonight I ask that I am able to rest and sleep) I am asking for a breakthrough, visible improvement, if it's a process of grace that's ok but I definitely want to be able to be gracious and gentle in this time of turbulence, anyway thank you all for praying for me and I know your prayers are helping and are being heard in Jesus Christ's name amen.
