Vicki74
Prayer Warrior
To all prayer warriors:
I'm truly standing in need of prayer. These last few weeks and days have been so challenging. I lost a person who I loved but he was abusive. I found the nerve to leave and never looked back. Now my heartaches because I never got the chance to tell him I forgave him and he's dead and gone.
Also since I left that relationship I have been seeing someone else. We've had ups and downs with some being extreme. He is upset with me because he can't understand why I'm mourning the lost of the man that was abusive to me. Granted yes it was wrong how he treated me but I cared for him. Now our relationship is ending. I'm torn between why shouldn't I mourn the lost and why is he so upset? Am I wrong for mourning the loss of some who was abusive to me? I had asked God to remove people who arent for me. I'm not sure if this is a sign but if it is I pray strength to move on and ask for my heart to be healed. I also pray that I'm able to understand what's going on. No matter what I pray for peace. Again I ask all praying warriors to pray for me. I'm sure some may judge me but I'm really seeking and needing pray.
Lord you know my heart and Lord I pray you help me to understand the things that aren't clear. I ask all these things in Jesus name Amen!
I'm truly standing in need of prayer. These last few weeks and days have been so challenging. I lost a person who I loved but he was abusive. I found the nerve to leave and never looked back. Now my heartaches because I never got the chance to tell him I forgave him and he's dead and gone.
Also since I left that relationship I have been seeing someone else. We've had ups and downs with some being extreme. He is upset with me because he can't understand why I'm mourning the lost of the man that was abusive to me. Granted yes it was wrong how he treated me but I cared for him. Now our relationship is ending. I'm torn between why shouldn't I mourn the lost and why is he so upset? Am I wrong for mourning the loss of some who was abusive to me? I had asked God to remove people who arent for me. I'm not sure if this is a sign but if it is I pray strength to move on and ask for my heart to be healed. I also pray that I'm able to understand what's going on. No matter what I pray for peace. Again I ask all praying warriors to pray for me. I'm sure some may judge me but I'm really seeking and needing pray.
Lord you know my heart and Lord I pray you help me to understand the things that aren't clear. I ask all these things in Jesus name Amen!


