Jshadow79
Disciple of Prayer
My name Is Jason and I'm having some very difficult times at my job and in my personal life. I haven't been to church in around 3 years and my faith is not what it once was. My father died 5 months ago and it took me to a new low. I still pray and I talk to the Lord everyday but I am no model Christian. I hate my job and we have no support. I'm so unhappy here and I pray that God will pull me from this pit. I can't trust most of the people I work with because they are so two faced. I just pray that God leads me to my destiny and to make something of myself instead of feeling like a doormat everyday. I'm 100 pounds overweight also and now I'm diabetic so I want to lose this weight so I can be around to help my mother. I fear for my future and my life. I've started working out and eating right, my Father died because of his weight and I don't want it to kill me too. It just feels like I'm getting hit from all angles here. I'm not sure if God wants to help me anymore. Please pray for me, I thank you so much.
