Tired and ready to give up

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Beloved of All
 I don’t know why am posting this praye. I post all the time in my dreams never seem to happen. I’m a good daughter, friend, I work every day at being a good person not perfect but good.  I understand God never gives you more than you can handle but I feel like right now this is too much. These last couple of years I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me. I saw the man I love and have loved for a long  make a mistake and get someone pregnant who is 20 years younger than he is. I I know it takes two to make a mistake and I don’t condone what he did but in relationships mistakes happen especially one as long as ours. But that’s when you have to decide if everything in life is a dealbreaker . This woman was struggling financially and already had a young son. She told the man I love that if he didn’t marry her she would not move to the state that we live in so that he could be present in his sons life every day.  I watched him look like he didn’t know what to do and then the next thing I know he marries her. No I know somebody may read this post and say that he wanted to but I know lots of people who make the decision to either stay in a relationship that they’re already in or married,  because  of children or people who get married because of children and it doesn’t always mean they love each other. I know this man loves me but he is a man who wants to be a good father and present and his child’s life.  It’s hard because it I don’t doubt that he love me and just made a bad mistake but it feels like he love this child that was coming more,  and if he had to disappoint someone, it was going to be me because I didn’t have children or rather I  could not carry a child into this world and he was afraid he wasn’t going to see his son.So he married her. His mother didn’t know that. Noe of his family knew, he just went to the justice of the peace and married her.  Devastated this was the love of my life every day I pray that God make things better. I asked God to help us work on what we needed to work on.  I know he married her and I’m not asking God to take him away from someone else I’m asking God to give me back what was mine before this  happened  It just seems  that all the blessing and favor goes to the people who don’t try to live the right way and the rest of us are always disappointed. He questioned whether or not she did this on purpose because she didn’t tell him until she was four months pregnant but now he says he believes her when she says she didn’t do it on purpose because she goes to church every day and knows the word and so how could she have done this on purpose he says.  He can’t seem to fathom that a person could do something on purpose because if a person goes to church that means they don’t make mistakes or they’re not bad people. When I know lots of people who go to church but don’t always live life the right way. I’m hanging on by thread asking God to help make this better. Today was a rough day and I happened to see this email come to me telling me I hadn’t been on this site asking for someone to pray for me. So I decided to post this and asked someone to pray for me that my dreams will come true that God has a forgotten me please I need help. Thank you to anyone who prays for me
 
 I don’t know why am posting this praye. I post all the time in my dreams never seem to happen. I’m a good daughter, friend, I work every day at being a good person not perfect but good.  I understand God never gives you more than you can handle but I feel like right now this is too much. These last couple of years I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me. I saw the man I love and have loved for a long  make a mistake and get someone pregnant who is 20 years younger than he is. I I know it takes two to make a mistake and I don’t condone what he did but in relationships mistakes happen especially one as long as ours. But that’s when you have to decide if everything in life is a dealbreaker . This woman was struggling financially and already had a young son. She told the man I love that if he didn’t marry her she would not move to the state that we live in so that he could be present in his sons life every day.  I watched him look like he didn’t know what to do and then the next thing I know he marries her. No I know somebody may read this post and say that he wanted to but I know lots of people who make the decision to either stay in a relationship that they’re already in or married,  because  of children or people who get married because of children and it doesn’t always mean they love each other. I know this man loves me but he is a man who wants to be a good father and present and his child’s life.  It’s hard because it I don’t doubt that he love me and just made a bad mistake but it feels like he love this child that was coming more,  and if he had to disappoint someone, it was going to be me because I didn’t have children or rather I  could not carry a child into this world and he was afraid he wasn’t going to see his son.So he married her. His mother didn’t know that. Noe of his family knew, he just went to the justice of the peace and married her.  Devastated this was the love of my life every day I pray that God make things better. I asked God to help us work on what we needed to work on.  I know he married her and I’m not asking God to take him away from someone else I’m asking God to give me back what was mine before this  happened  It just seems  that all the blessing and favor goes to the people who don’t try to live the right way and the rest of us are always disappointed. He questioned whether or not she did this on purpose because she didn’t tell him until she was four months pregnant but now he says he believes her when she says she didn’t do it on purpose because she goes to church every day and knows the word and so how could she have done this on purpose he says.  He can’t seem to fathom that a person could do something on purpose because if a person goes to church that means they don’t make mistakes or they’re not bad people. When I know lots of people who go to church but don’t always live life the right way. I’m hanging on by thread asking God to help make this better. Today was a rough day and I happened to see this email come to me telling me I hadn’t been on this site asking for someone to pray for me. So I decided to post this and asked someone to pray for me that my dreams will come true that God has a forgotten me please I need help. Thank you to anyone who prays for me


Praying for you in Jesus. God must have someone better for you in mind :)

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously :)
 
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here & hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years & no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
 
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus! 
 
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus! 
 
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus :) 
 
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend :) 
 
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart :)
 
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me :)
 
Let Us Pray:  God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You.  I long for a more intimate relationship with You.  God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8).  Show me how to draw closer to You.   Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life.  Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life.  God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7).  I confess, I will take no thought for my life.   I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34).  I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily.  Thank You Jesus for Your Promises!  Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3).  Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus.  God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus,  my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
 
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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