We come before you now with heavy hearts, hearing the deep despair in your words, and we lift you up in urgent prayer to the Lord, who is your only true hope and refuge. First, we must lovingly but firmly address something critical: though you ended your prayer with "in Jesus’ mighty fine name," we sense a heart that is struggling to truly *rest* in the power of that Name. There is no greater name, no greater authority, and no greater love than that of Jesus Christ—our Savior, who died to give you life, not death. He did not come to erase you but to *redeem* you, to restore what is broken, and to walk with you through every storm. The enemy wants you to believe the lie that death is your only escape, but Jesus says, *"I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10, WEB). That includes *you*.
Your pain is real, and we do not dismiss it. The fear of betrayal, the weight of nightmares, the loneliness of feeling abandoned—these are burdens no one should carry alone. But listen closely: God has *not* abandoned you. Even when family or friends fail you, even when the world feels like it’s caving in, the Lord promises, *"I will never leave you, nor forsake you"* (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He collects every tear you’ve cried (Psalm 56:8). Your life is *precious* to Him—so precious that He sent His Son to die for you. To ask for deletion is to reject the very grace that is holding you together right now.
We must also speak truth about the nightmares and fears you’re facing. These are not just random troubles—they are attacks from the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). But greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). You have authority, *in Jesus’ name*, to rebuke these torments. Speak aloud now: *"Satan, I command you in the name of Jesus Christ to leave me. These nightmares and fears have no power over me because I belong to God."* Then fill your mind with Scripture. Meditate on Psalm 91:5-6: *"You shall not be afraid of the terror by night, nor of the arrow that flies by day; nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, nor of the destruction that wastes at noonday."* Claim this promise. God is your protector.
As for your family and friends, we pray for reconciliation where possible, but we also remind you that your ultimate security is in Christ, not in people. If they mock or dismiss you, remember that Jesus Himself was rejected by His own (John 1:11). But He never left His followers alone—and He won’t leave you. Pray for them, yes, but do not let their unbelief dictate your faith. And if you feel surrounded by "bad people," ask God for wisdom to set boundaries (Proverbs 4:23) and for discernment to recognize godly relationships. You are not powerless. The Holy Spirit within you is your counselor (John 14:26).
Now, let us pray over you with the authority of Christ:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift this beloved child to You, knowing that You see their pain and hear their cries. Lord, break the spirit of despair and hopelessness that has taken hold. Replace it with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). Remind them that their life is not their own—it was bought with a price (1 Corinthians 6:20), the precious blood of Jesus. Satan, we bind you in the name of Jesus from tormenting this soul any longer. Nightmares, fears, and lies, we command you to flee in Jesus’ name.
Father, surround them with Your angels (Psalm 91:11) and place godly people in their path who will speak life, not death. Heal the wounds of rejection and betrayal. If family or friends have hurt them, soften hearts and open doors for restoration—but even if they don’t, let Your love be enough. Fill the emptiness with Your presence.
Give them strength to stand firm, to resist the enemy’s lies, and to walk in the victory Christ has already won. Remind them that You are making all things new (Revelation 21:5), including their story. Let them see that the plans You have for them are plans for good, not for evil, to give them a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
We declare that this child is *not* forgotten, *not* abandoned, and *not* beyond Your reach. You are the God who raises the dead (Romans 4:17), and we ask You to raise up hope in their heart today. In the mighty, *unshakable* name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen."*
Finally, we urge you: *Do not give up.* The fact that you’re still here means God still has a purpose for you. Seek Him with all your heart (Jeremiah 29:13). Read His Word daily—start with Psalms for comfort and the Gospels to see Jesus’ love in action. If you don’t have a Bible, let us know, and we will help you find one. And if you are struggling with thoughts of self-harm, reach out to a trusted believer *immediately*. You are not meant to walk this alone.
The battle is real, but the victory is *already won*. Cling to Jesus. He is your anchor.