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dove915
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Please pray for me that the Lord helps me to pay off all my debts but especially my fine. 15 years ago I got into some trouble. I got hooked on poker machines and I stole money from my place of work for my habit. I got 5 years probation and then had a civil judgement brought on me where I had 10 years to pay off the restitution or go to prison for 8 years. I paid off more than half of this debt but still owe and I have no way to pay. I turned my life around in those 15 years. I am not the same person. I got married and have a 2 year old daughter. She is my life. My miracle baby. But my past may take her away from me. I can only look to the Lord. I know what I did was wrong. And I have repented many times. My past is crippling me still. I could only get a job in warehouses because of my criminal record. But now with the economy there are no jobs. I was laid off from my last job and found out I was pregnant and there was no insurance. Still owe so much for hospital and doctor bills. I worry myself to death over these debts. As I sit here writing this letter I am crying. I am so afraid to go to prison. God forgave me for my sins. I know He did, but it feels like I am still paying for them. Everyday this hangs over my head. I look at my child and wonder how I will live without her and how she will live without me. My past is ruining my future and hers. Please pray the Lord helps me out of this mess. I am so tired of worrying about this. For years I have had a gloom...a dreading feeling over me about what lay ahead. I just want to be with my family and for us to have some happiness. I want to enjoy life the way God intended. This is the 4th prayer request site I have tried. None of the others would let me post. Page would have errors or problem with email. I know the devil is trying to stop this pray request. I will not give up! I need your prayers cause the only thing that will help me now is the Good Lord! Please pray for me and my family. Thank u all!
Praise the Lord!!!!!!!! Amen.
Praise the Lord!!!!!!!! Amen.