Hnguamont
Disciple of Prayer
Dear family, I am 6 weeks pregnant with my 2nd miracle pregnancy. I am devastated that I might not get to bring this child forth after all, and I am asking the God of all life to please turn the tides
This story is a very special one: After trying for 10 years, we were told by doctors we could not ever have children naturally. The elders of my church prayed over me and anointed me with oil... and then I conceived and gave birth to my 1st son. That son is now 2.5. We prayed together last month and he invited Jesus into his heart (I am telling the truth, he is very analytical for his age, advanced in language and is mistaken often for a 4 year old for this reason). After that, he told me God spoke to him. When I asked what God said to him, he says "God told me there's a baby in your belly." This is when it would have been way too early to even test!! Likely shortly after I conceived. I tested positive on a home test roughly 2 weeks later. But lately, some tests the doctors have been running have not been coming back with good results. In fact they are worried that it may be ectopic, but it's not growing at the rate it should, so it's still too small to find out where it is located. At the very least, I have a threatened miscarriage, but the baby may have already died. Nobody knows because the tests are not conclusive yet. I won't know until we run more tests. And I have a bad feeling in my gut about this. I'm praying so hard, and it is tearing my heart to pieces. I was crying so badly while praying earlier today, that my 2 year old asked me if I was a statue (not sure what that means, but I don't like that my son is witnessing me this sad). My prayer is that God will have mercy on my heart and HEAL this pregnancy, and that I'll still be holding my 2nd, live and healthy child by the end of this year 

This story is a very special one: After trying for 10 years, we were told by doctors we could not ever have children naturally. The elders of my church prayed over me and anointed me with oil... and then I conceived and gave birth to my 1st son. That son is now 2.5. We prayed together last month and he invited Jesus into his heart (I am telling the truth, he is very analytical for his age, advanced in language and is mistaken often for a 4 year old for this reason). After that, he told me God spoke to him. When I asked what God said to him, he says "God told me there's a baby in your belly." This is when it would have been way too early to even test!! Likely shortly after I conceived. I tested positive on a home test roughly 2 weeks later. But lately, some tests the doctors have been running have not been coming back with good results. In fact they are worried that it may be ectopic, but it's not growing at the rate it should, so it's still too small to find out where it is located. At the very least, I have a threatened miscarriage, but the baby may have already died. Nobody knows because the tests are not conclusive yet. I won't know until we run more tests. And I have a bad feeling in my gut about this. I'm praying so hard, and it is tearing my heart to pieces. I was crying so badly while praying earlier today, that my 2 year old asked me if I was a statue (not sure what that means, but I don't like that my son is witnessing me this sad). My prayer is that God will have mercy on my heart and HEAL this pregnancy, and that I'll still be holding my 2nd, live and healthy child by the end of this year 


I am praying this prayer, too. I've lost count, but God knows how many times I've come to His throne on this matter, I'm sure it's in the 100s by now. He knows how important it is to me. Please also pray that God will give us wisdom on everything regarding this pregnancy.