Godwillme
Disciple of Prayer
I found out, forgave him, she knows about me but it's a game to her. She's more attractive so I think he can't leave her alone. I feel ugly, unattractive, hurt, betrayed, mad, confused, and fed up. He cheated before and got caught; he said it was because I hurt him the last time so I forgave him. This time it hurts because I never got over the first time. This one doesn't care about him; she just wants what isn't hers. She disrespects me, and it's hard not to inflict pain on her because I know where she lives, but I'm taking a Christian approach. On top of that, she doesn't even know the true person that my man is; he is a work in progress. I'm fighting because we have come this far with my tears, sleepless nights, prayers, and interceding. I feel like it's a trick of Satan because the fling started a little after we went before the church and asked for prayer. I want her out of the picture and I need to know that he is done with his cheating ways. I want the spiritual tie and stronghold released and for him to lose the cheating spirit; it's breaking me down. I also am praying that she nor any women other than me will get pregnant for him; he has 3 kids, and we are praying for children together. I just need God to open his eyes and see that he has been blessed to have me as his fiancé, and outside of God, we don't need any other ties to this relationship.
