The Depths Of Me

[ShellsC]

I have been dealing with depression/suicidal thoughts the past few years. I do have a relationship with the Lord, but continually struggle with doubt and fear. I have been through alot in my life and gotten into alot of trouble with partying and drinking. I got a second dwi this year and have to deal with court stuff. Had my car taken away for the second time and just dealing with alot. I am living with a friend and her 5 kids and working as a waitress. There is alot of temptation at work, but I am doing my best to avoid getting in trouble again. The biggest thing that I fear is myself..and my choices. Because of the fact that i struggle with depression and anxiety, at times I will medicate with alchohol. I know that the Lord is here with me and here through it all, but at times I just feel so hopeless. I feel like I have no direction, no purpose, and that I will always be a failure...I also just feel so typical. I just so badly want to get my life on track, but I need a miracle. I have screwed things up again in my life and I have no idea how to get things back on track....I cant even join the army until my court stuff is settled, and that could take awhile. I just feel this emotional weight on me and my life... I want to badly to do good and to make my parents proud, and show them that I am not a failure and that God CAN use me. I want to live for God, and work for him and and help others. I just can't do any of that until I work on myself, I feel like I am such a lost cause. Please pray for me...

 

[SarahS]

Praying for God to give you guidance. Please know He loves you and will never forsake you. Repent and follow Jesus and He will comfort and guide you. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

You are never alone...Jesus does not abandon us even when we are in our darkest hour. Trust in Him and lean on Him. He is your rock.

 

[nana]

You are not a lost cause! Jesus Christ thought of you when he died on that cross, he died that you might have life and have it more abundantly. That is his WILL FOR YOU. He knows what you are going through and He knew this time would come. Do not be afraid of the things the enemy throws at you, do not be anxious of what your future holds. Pour out your heart to God and let it go,there is nothing you can do or have done that will surprise him. He will hear you. Begin to meditate on His Word, it is life to all your flesh. Speak the word a loud until it gets into your spirit, you will see a change in your life. You have already been set free from every trap and every snare, be confident in the Lord your God and trust in Him. He does not fail or disappoint. It might look like things are not changing but do not let go of that Word, it is His promise to you and he ALWAYS keeps his promises. Suicide is not God's plan for your life. He has plans to prosper and to bless you, plans to give you a hope and a future! Allow him to begin to heal you and restore you to your rightful place. Do not give satan any room in your life. Hold on to God.

 

[Ronny]

Father God,

Help this young Lady to see the areas where she is right about herself and where she is absolutely wrong.You are always with her Lord and the plans You have for her are GOOD and not for evil.You have for her a future and one that is full of hope.The book of her life has already been written by You Lord.The world and the enemy may have stained a couple chapters and crumpled a few pages and right now the corners may seem a little frayed,but help her to truely realize that since You are the Author,she can trust in You to safely deliver her to it's conclusion.As Christians we are going to fall down here and there,but we can always depend on the fact that our Lord is always going to be there with us to pick us up and brush us off.Lord Jesus in Your name bind forever these lying spirits of suicide,depression,doubt,and drunkeness.I ask You to please fill her with Your life giving,joyous,faithful,Spirit of truth.I pray that You will also give her favor in the eyes of the Judge so that she can put such things behind her for good.Guide Christian friends around her age into her life Lord so they can be there for each other and lift one another up to You in prayer.I pray that You will bless her in her finances and supply her with a good car to get around in.Help her parents to see how blessed they had been when You gave her to them.Allow her parents to see her with Your eyes.And if I could ask just one more thing Lord for her?Please lord just Bless this young ladies socks off,from the top of her head to the bottom of her feet.Father I thank You for this young champion of Christ.I confess and plead the precious and Holy Blood of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ over her and it is in His Name I pray,Amen and Amen

 

[joesephus]

Maybe if you would GET INTO a releationship with JESUS all this wouldn't happen/could be repaired. I will pray you do in Jesus name, Amen!

 

[clay pot]

You cannot serve God and mammon. You will either love one and hate the other. Decide you this day whom you are going to serve! But as for me and my house, we are going to serve the Lord! You said you can't do anything until you work on yourself. You need to let go and let God!! He is the only one who knows what's wrong and He is right here to help you!! You don't have the answers; He does!! Open the bible and begin reading. Read out loud so your natural man hears you speaking the Word and comes in line with the Word. Your spirit man needs spiritual food and it will be strengthened as you read. Spend time at His feet. You can't know Him until you do. Then your heart will begin to change and you won't want to go partying and drinking. Lord, we come right now and ask that you give her the right desires in her heart to want to draw near to you, serve you and forsake all evil. ALL things are possible with God. Matthew 19:26. Let liquor turn bitter on her lips that she would refuse it and let all worldly desires be forsaken. Help her, heal her, deliver her and restore her whole in the name of Jesus we ask and give thanks now for, amen!

 

[Bibleman46]

The Bible tells us if your soul is fainting within you or your spirit is very low to cry unto the Lord for help and He will deliver you from all your distresses and troubles. He will bring you out of any darkness or shadow of death and break the cords that bind you. When things seem tragic cry unto the Lord and he will save you from all your troblesome circumstances and lead you in the right way and satisfy your longing soul with goodness. I pray that as you cry out to the Lord that he will bring you out of that dark valley and deliver you out of all your terrible circumstances, lead you in the right way and satisfy your longing soul with goodness, in Jesus name, amen (Psalm 107)Remember the Lords help is just a prayer away! God bless you!