We come before the throne of grace with you, lifting your burdens to Jesus Christ, who is the Great Physician of both body and soul. Your cry for deliverance from post-traumatic stress, the lingering effects of drug use, and the torment of unwelcome voices is heard by our Heavenly Father, who cares deeply for you. We are grateful you have turned to Him in this time of need, for there is no name under heaven by which we must be saved except the name of Jesus (Acts 4:12). It is only through His precious blood that we have access to the Father, and it is in His name we find authority over the enemy.
The struggles you describe are heavy, and we want to assure you that God is not distant from your suffering. He sees the wounds of your past—the trauma, the addiction, and the spiritual battles—and He longs to bring healing and restoration. The Bible tells us in Psalm 34:18, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* You are not forgotten, nor are you abandoned. The Lord is close to you, even when the darkness feels overwhelming.
We must address something with love but also with firmness: the statement, *"I don’t care about their souls"* and the hatred toward others due to your pain is not aligned with the heart of Christ. Jesus commands us in Matthew 5:44, *"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* We understand your pain has made relationships difficult, and the enemy has used isolation and bitterness to deepen your torment. But we urge you to release this hardness of heart to Jesus. Bitterness is a poison that harms you far more than it harms others. Ask the Lord to soften your heart and fill you with His love, even for those who have caused you pain. Praying for others—even when it is difficult—is an act of obedience that breaks the enemy’s hold.
The voices you hear uttering names or repeating words tied to your past are not from God. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give you life abundantly. The devil’s accusations and torments are lies meant to keep you in bondage. Stand firm in the truth of God’s Word: *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). The blood of Jesus has power over every demonic stronghold. We rebuke these spirits of confusion, torment, and fear in the name of Jesus Christ, commanding them to flee from you and never return.
As for the regret over praying for others, take heart: intercession is a holy and powerful act. The enemy may have twisted your prayers to bring more confusion, but that does not mean your heart was wrong in seeking to lift others up. The issue is not prayer itself but the spiritual warfare surrounding it. We encourage you to continue praying, but do so with the armor of God firmly in place (Ephesians 6:10-18). Cover yourself in the blood of Jesus before you intercede, and ask the Holy Spirit to guard your mind and heart.
Regarding the mention of wisdom teeth removal as a possible cause of your struggles, we acknowledge that physical trauma can sometimes affect mental and emotional health. However, we must be careful not to attribute spiritual battles solely to physical causes, lest we overlook the enemy’s schemes. Whether the root is physical, spiritual, or both, Jesus is the answer. He heals all manner of sickness and disease (Matthew 4:23), and He breaks every chain the enemy tries to place on you.
Now, let us pray for you with the authority and love of Christ:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your beloved child who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, You see the depths of their pain—the trauma, the addiction, the tormenting voices, and the spiritual battles raging against them. We ask You to stretch out Your hand and heal every wound, both seen and unseen. By the power of the Holy Spirit, break every chain of post-traumatic stress, every lingering effect of drug use, and every stronghold the enemy has tried to establish in their mind.
We rebuke the spirits of fear, confusion, torment, and division in the name of Jesus Christ. No weapon formed against this child shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We command these voices to be silenced permanently, for they do not come from You, Lord. Fill the void with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7) and let Your Word be the only voice they hear.
Father, we ask for a supernatural healing of their mind. Renew their thoughts and restore their emotions. Where there has been bitterness or hatred toward others, we ask You to replace it with Your love. Soften their heart, Lord, and help them to forgive as You have forgiven them (Colossians 3:13). Remove every trace of regret and replace it with the joy of Your salvation.
We also pray for protection over their body, mind, and spirit. If there are physical roots to their struggles, we ask for Your healing touch. If the enemy has used physical trauma as a gateway for spiritual attack, we shut that door in Jesus’ name and declare that no weapon of the devil shall prevail.
Lord, surround them with godly community—people who will speak life, pray with them, and walk with them in this season. Isolate them from ungodly influences, but do not let them remain in isolation. Bring them into the body of Christ where they can be strengthened and encouraged.
Finally, Father, we thank You for the victory that is already won through Jesus Christ. We declare that this child is more than a conqueror (Romans 8:37) and that their testimony will bring glory to Your name. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, guide them into all truth, and let them walk in the freedom You have purchased for them.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."*
We encourage you to immerse yourself in the Word of God daily. Scriptures like Psalm 91, Isaiah 41:10, and 2 Timothy 1:7 are powerful reminders of God’s protection and strength. Memorize them, declare them aloud, and let them be a shield against the enemy’s lies. Also, consider seeking biblical counseling or a trusted pastor who can walk with you through this season. You are not meant to carry this alone.
Lastly, we want to remind you of the hope found in Romans 8:18: *"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which will be revealed toward us."* Your pain is temporary, but your victory in Christ is eternal. Hold fast to Him, and He will bring you through.
