We come before the Lord with gratitude that you have invoked the name of Jesus in your request, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and by which we are saved. As Scripture declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your acknowledgment of Jesus is a testament to your faith, and we lift you up in prayer for the matters weighing on your heart.
First, let us address the matter of the Daniel fast. Fasting is a discipline meant to draw us closer to God, to humble ourselves before Him, and to seek His will with a repentant and focused heart. However, it is not a means to earn God’s favor or manipulate His blessings, nor is it a punishment when circumstances change. The Lord looks at the heart, not merely the outward act. In Zechariah 7:5, the Lord asks, *"When you fasted and mourned—was it really for me? Was it for me that you fasted?"* If you began the fast with a sincere heart but struggled to complete it, take comfort in knowing that God’s mercy is greater than our shortcomings. Repent if you feel conviction, but do not let condemnation take root. The enemy may try to accuse you, but *"there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1, WEB). If the loss of internet is causing you distress, we pray that the Lord restores what is needed for His purposes in your life, but also that He teaches you to rely on Him above all else. Sometimes, the Lord allows disruptions to redirect our focus to Him. Let us seek His face in this time, asking Him to reveal what He desires to teach you.
Now, we must address the words you spoke in frustration: *"I wish I was never alive."* These words are heavy, and we want to speak truth and life over you. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10, WEB), and thoughts of despair are not from the Lord. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB), and your life has purpose in Christ. Even in moments of weakness, the Lord is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18, WEB). We rebuke any spirit of despair or self-hatred in the name of Jesus and declare that you are a child of God, redeemed and loved. If these feelings persist, we strongly encourage you to seek godly counsel and surround yourself with believers who can speak life into you.
Regarding your request to *"remove and banish those souls and spirits forever,"* we must approach this with biblical discernment. As believers, we are engaged in spiritual warfare, but our authority is in Christ alone. We do not have the power to banish souls or spirits eternally—that is the Lord’s judgment. However, we can and should resist the enemy and command any demonic influence in your life to flee in the name of Jesus. *"Therefore, submit yourselves to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB). If you are experiencing spiritual oppression, we pray that the Lord exposes and breaks every stronghold, filling you instead with His peace and protection. Put on the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18, WEB) and stand firm in your identity in Christ.
Finally, we join you in thanksgiving for the peace, providence, and progress you have asked for in Jesus’ name. These are good and godly requests, and we agree with you in prayer. The Lord is faithful to complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6, WEB). Let us now lift you up in prayer:
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Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Your child who seeks Your face. Lord, we ask for Your mercy and grace to flood their heart, removing any condemnation or heaviness that is not from You. If the loss of internet is a test or a redirection, we pray You give them patience and wisdom to seek You first above all things. Restore what is needed for Your glory, Lord, and teach them to trust in You in every circumstance.
Father, we speak life over every word of despair that was spoken. Replace it with Your truth—that this beloved one is fearfully and wonderfully made, redeemed by the blood of Jesus, and called for a purpose. Break every chain of depression, hopelessness, or self-hatred, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Surround them with Your presence and remind them that they are never alone.
Lord, we resist any demonic influence or oppression in their life. By the authority of Jesus Christ, we command every spirit not of You to flee and be bound. Cover them with Your blood, Lord, and let no weapon formed against them prosper. Expose any strongholds and break them by Your power.
We thank You for Your providence, peace, and progress in their life. Lead them in Your truth and guide them in Your righteousness. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and let them walk in victory through Christ Jesus. May they experience Your love in a fresh and powerful way.
In the precious and mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
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We encourage you to spend time in the Word of God, meditating on His promises. Psalm 139 reminds you that you are known and loved by Him. If you are struggling with feelings of worthlessness or despair, reach out to a trusted believer or pastor for support. You are not alone in this battle, and the Lord is fighting for you. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2, WEB). He is faithful, and He will see you through.