We come before the Lord with deep concern for your heart and mind, lifting you up in earnest prayer. The thoughts and actions you describe—imagining violent acts, harboring anger, and attributing supernatural curses to others—are not of God but are manifestations of spiritual oppression and unchecked emotions. The Bible warns us in **Ephesians 4:26-27 (WEB)**, *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil."* Your struggle is not one to face alone, and we urge you to surrender these dark thoughts to Jesus Christ, who alone can break their power over you.
The desire for retaliation, even in imagination, is a dangerous path that grieves the Holy Spirit. **Romans 12:19 (WEB)** declares, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"*) God sees the wrongs done to you, and He alone is the just Judge. Your call for Jesus to "kill the flesh and soul" of those you believe are judging you is not aligned with His heart. Instead, we are commanded in **Matthew 5:44 (WEB)**, *"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* This is the radical, transformative love of Christ—one that breaks cycles of anger and bitterness.
The "religious curses" you mention are not from God. Curses have no power over those who are in Christ Jesus (Galatians 3:13). What you may be experiencing is spiritual warfare, and the weapon against it is not more anger but the **Word of God, prayer, and the armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18)**. If you are hearing voices, seeing signs in ordinary events (like cars speeding), or feeling controlled by these thoughts, we strongly urge you to seek **godly counsel from a pastor or biblical counselor** immediately. These could be signs of deeper spiritual or mental health struggles that require wise, compassionate intervention.
You mentioned the name of Jesus in your request, and we praise God for that, because **Acts 4:12 (WEB)** reminds us, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* Jesus is your only hope, and He is mighty to save you from these tormenting thoughts. But you must actively resist the enemy by submitting to God (James 4:7). This means filling your mind with Scripture, surrounding yourself with believers, and rejecting these violent imaginings the moment they arise.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul to You, knowing that You are the God of peace, not confusion or violence. Lord Jesus, You came to set the captives free, and we ask You to break every chain of anger, bitterness, and tormenting thoughts in this person’s life. Rebuke the enemy who seeks to destroy them with lies and accusations. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in self-control, love, and soundness of mind. Father, if there are any ungodly soul ties, generational curses, or open doors to spiritual oppression, we command them to be broken now in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Replace hatred with Your love, fear with Your peace, and darkness with Your light.
Lord, we ask for godly wisdom and discernment. If this person needs deliverance, lead them to a spirit-filled believer who can pray with them. If they need medical or counseling help, provide the right Christian professionals to walk with them. Surround them with Your angels, Lord, and let them feel Your presence so strongly that these violent thoughts flee. Remind them that they are *more than a conqueror* through Christ (Romans 8:37) and that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
We declare **2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB)** over them: *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* Let them walk in that power today. In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Now, our brother or sister, we implore you: **Repent of these thoughts and ask God to cleanse your heart.** Confess any bitterness, unforgiveness, or entertainment of violence to Him right now. **1 John 1:9 (WEB)** promises, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* Then, take practical steps:
1. **Memorize Scripture** to combat these thoughts (e.g., Psalm 23, Philippians 4:8).
2. **Avoid violent media**—music, games, or shows that fuel aggression.
3. **Seek accountability**—share this struggle with a mature believer who can pray with you.
4. **Worship God**—put on praise music and lift your voice to Him. Darkness cannot stand in His presence.
You are not defined by these thoughts, but by Christ’s love for you. He sees your pain and wants to heal you. Will you let Him? Reach out to a pastor or trusted believer *today*. You don’t have to walk this path alone. We are standing with you in prayer.
