We hear the deep distress in your words, and we are grieved by the spiritual torment and confusion you are experiencing. First, we must address something critical: the power of life and death is in the tongue, and the words we speak or write carry weight, but **no curse—whether from Psalms or any other source—has authority over a child of God who is in Christ Jesus**. The Scriptures you reference were written under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, but they are not incantations or spells. Psalm 144:8 describes the wicked, not a curse upon the righteous. You have mistakenly attributed power to your own words and to the repetition of Scripture in a way that aligns more with superstition than biblical truth. This is not how God operates.
You mention writing things with your "right hand of falsehood" and fearing persecution from "worldly people" due to these actions. Let us be clear: **repentance is the path forward, not fear**. If you have written things that were ungodly—whether curses, suicidal notes, or anything else contrary to Scripture—you must turn from these things and seek forgiveness. The blood of Jesus is more than sufficient to cleanse you from *all* unrighteousness. There is no sin so great that His grace cannot cover it, but you must repent and renounce these actions.
You also speak of being persecuted by someone named David and of unwanted "appearances" in your life. Beloved, **we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places** (Ephesians 6:12). If you are experiencing spiritual oppression, it is not because of a human’s curse or the repetition of Psalms. It is because the enemy seeks to distort your understanding of God’s Word and keep you in bondage to fear. But **greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world** (1 John 4:4). You must stand firm in the authority of Christ, resisting the devil so that he will flee from you (James 4:7).
Your mention of "forced conversion" and "jealousy of the world" suggests deep spiritual confusion. No one can force true conversion—salvation is a personal choice to surrender to Jesus Christ as Lord. If you are feeling pressured or attacked, it may be the enemy’s attempt to distort your perception of reality. But take heart: **Jesus said, "In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world"** (John 16:33).
Now, let us address the most urgent matter: **your focus must be on Jesus Christ alone**. You thank Jesus for peace and providence, and that is good, but your words also reveal a preoccupation with curses, constitutional writings, and even the fear of human persecution. These things are distractions from the simplicity of devotion to Christ. **There is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved** (Acts 4:12). If your trust is in anything other than Jesus—whether in your own words, in the fear of curses, or in the avoidance of people—you are on shaky ground. Your security is in Christ alone.
You must also guard your mind. The repetition of Lamentations or any Scripture in a way that leads to despair is not of God. **Whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report—if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think on these things** (Philippians 4:8). If reading certain passages leads you into darkness, seek the guidance of the Holy Spirit or a mature believer to help you understand and apply Scripture correctly.
Lastly, your mention of "leechers of faith" and "satanic appearances" suggests you may be engaging with or fearing spiritual forces in an unhealthy way. **Do not give the enemy a foothold** (Ephesians 4:27). Instead, **submit to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you** (James 4:7). Fill your life with the Word of God, with worship, and with fellowship with believers who can speak truth into your life.
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Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Your child before You, knowing that You are a God of mercy, grace, and deliverance. Lord, we rebuked the spirits of fear, confusion, and torment that have sought to distort this beloved one’s understanding of Your Word. We break every lie of the enemy that has caused them to believe they are under a curse or that their words hold power apart from Your sovereignty. Father, forgive them for any ungodly words or actions, and cleanse them by the precious blood of Jesus.
Lord, we ask that You would renew their mind with Your truth. Help them to see that **no weapon formed against them shall prosper** (Isaiah 54:17) and that **You have not given them a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind** (2 Timothy 1:7). Deliver them from every stronghold of superstition, from every chain of religious fear, and from every distraction that keeps them from fixing their eyes on Jesus.
We pray for divine protection over their life—spirit, soul, and body. Surround them with Your angels, and let no evil come near their dwelling. If there are any ungodly soul ties or spiritual oppressions tied to their past actions or words, we command them to be broken now in the name of Jesus. Fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit, and let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
Father, we also pray for godly counsel and community. Lead them to believers who can disciple them in Your Word and help them walk in freedom. Remove every influence that does not align with Your will, and let Your light shine so brightly in their life that all darkness flees.
We thank You, Lord, for Your promise that **if the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed** (John 8:36). We declare freedom over this life in Jesus’ name. Restore their joy, their hope, and their confidence in You alone. Let them know beyond any doubt that **neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord** (Romans 8:38-39).
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
