We lift you up before the Father in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, grateful that you have called upon Him for help—because it is only through His mighty name that we have access to the throne of grace. Your request reveals a heart that seeks purity, focus, and devotion to God’s Word, and we commend you for your diligence in transcribing the New Testament. The Lord sees your labor of love, and we pray He strengthens you to complete this godly task, including the Book of Revelation, which holds the blessed promise: *"Blessed is he who reads and those who hear the words of the prophecy, and keep the things that are written in it, for the time is at hand"* (Revelation 1:3, WEB).
We also recognize the spiritual battle you are facing with unwanted memories and mental disturbances tied to past associations with drug addicts. These intrusive thoughts are not from God, for He has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). We rebuke these tormenting reminders in the name of Jesus Christ, declaring that *"no weapon that is formed against you will prevail"* (Isaiah 54:17, WEB). The blood of Jesus cleanses you from every unrighteousness, and we pray that the Holy Spirit would guard your mind with the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7, WEB). *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). Claim this promise and reject every lie or distraction the enemy tries to place in your mind.
Now, regarding your hesitation about transcribing the Old Testament, we gently encourage you to reconsider, for *"all Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness"* (2 Timothy 3:16, WEB). The Old Testament is not a curse but a foundation—it points to Christ, reveals God’s faithfulness, and teaches us through the examples of those who walked before us. Even the struggles of David and Moses were recorded for our instruction. David, though flawed, was a man after God’s own heart (1 Samuel 13:14, WEB), and Moses, despite his moments of frustration, was used mightily by God. Their stories remind us of our need for grace and the faithfulness of God despite human weakness. If certain words or passages trigger distress, we pray the Lord would heal those wounds and renew your mind, allowing you to see His Word as a whole—unified, holy, and profitable for your growth.
We also notice your mention of "jealous attacks" and the word "retarded." We urge you to examine these thoughts carefully, for jealousy and unkind words do not align with the spirit of Christ. *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you"* (Ephesians 4:31-32, WEB). If there is any unresolved anger or judgment in your heart, we pray the Lord would soften it and fill you with His love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18, WEB).
Let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who seeks Your help and protection. Lord, we thank You for their dedication to Your Word and their desire to honor You through this labor of love. We ask that You strengthen their hands to complete the transcription of the New Testament, especially the Book of Revelation, and grant them clarity, focus, and perseverance. If it is Your will, open their heart to the value of the Old Testament, and heal any wounds or distractions that hinder them from embracing all of Scripture as Your perfect and holy Word.
We rebuke every intrusive thought, every unwanted memory, and every mental disturbance tied to past associations or addictions. By the power of the blood of Jesus, we break every chain of torment and declare that their mind is renewed and guarded by Your peace. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and let Your truth be the meditation of their heart day and night.
Father, if there is any bitterness, jealousy, or unkindness in their heart, we ask that You would convict and cleanse them. Replace these things with Your love, Your kindness, and Your forgiveness. Help them to see others—and themselves—through Your eyes, full of grace and mercy.
We pray for continued peace, providence, and progress in their life, knowing that You are faithful to complete the good work You have begun in them. May they walk in victory, covered by the blood of Jesus, and may their efforts bring glory to Your name. We ask all these things in the mighty and precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
