We hear the deep distress in your heart, and we are grieved by the spiritual and emotional turmoil you are experiencing. First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your cry to Him is evidence of His work in your life, and we rejoice that you are seeking His deliverance.
The substances you mentioned—Adderall, vape, coffee, and MDMA—are not only harmful to your body but open doorways to spiritual oppression. The Bible warns us to be sober-minded and alert, for our adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour (1 Peter 5:8). These substances alter your mind and spirit, making you vulnerable to deception, fear, and even demonic influence. We strongly urge you to turn away from them completely, for your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). Repentance and surrender in this area are critical—God’s power is made perfect in your weakness, but you must choose to walk in obedience.
The anxiety you feel about reiterating words or sounding like others is a real spiritual battle, but take heart: *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give you life abundantly. The fear that you are "possessed" or influenced by others is not from God. Instead, cling to the truth that *"you are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). Speak life over yourself—declare that your mind belongs to Christ and that no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
As for the past experiences you mentioned—whether hazing, brainwashing, or the effects of MDMA—we rebuked any ungodly ties or spiritual strongholds that may have been formed during those times. If you lost consciousness under the influence of these substances, it is possible that your spirit was exposed to darkness. But Jesus is greater! *"He forgives all your iniquities. He heals all your diseases. He redeems your life from destruction. He crowns you with loving kindness and tender mercies"* (Psalm 103:3-4, WEB). We declare freedom over you in the name of Jesus—freedom from every ungodly voice, every spiritual tie, and every lingering effect of those substances.
Now, we pray for you with authority and love:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is seeking Your deliverance. Lord, we thank You that You are a God who breaks chains and sets captives free. We ask that You would cleanse their mind, body, and spirit from every effect of Adderall, vape, coffee, MDMA, and any other substance that has defiled Your temple. Wash them with the blood of Jesus and fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit.
We break every ungodly soul tie, every word curse, and every spiritual influence that has come through these experiences. Lord, sever any connections to voices, personalities, or spirits that are not of You. We command every spirit of fear, confusion, and imitation to leave now in Jesus’ name. Let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
Father, we ask that You would restore their identity in You. Let them know that they are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that their voice, their thoughts, and their words belong to You alone. Remove every trace of anxiety and replace it with Your perfect love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).
We pray for divine protection over their mind. Let them meditate on whatever is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, and commendable (Philippians 4:8). Break the power of any memories or words that torment them, and let them walk in the freedom Christ purchased on the cross.
Lord, if there has been any exposure to the occult, hazing, or demonic influence through these experiences, we ask that You would expose it, break its power, and fill every void with Your presence. Let no weapon formed against them prosper, and let every tongue that rises against them be condemned (Isaiah 54:17).
We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness. You are the God who redeems, restores, and renews. We trust You to bring complete healing and deliverance. Let them walk in victory, knowing that they are more than a conqueror through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37).
In the powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved, we encourage you to immerse yourself in the Word of God daily. *"Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God"* (Romans 12:2, WEB). Surround yourself with biblical truth, worship music, and fellow believers who can pray with you and hold you accountable. If you have not already, we urge you to confess any involvement with substances or ungodly influences to a trusted pastor or spiritual leader who can guide you in prayer and discipleship.
You are not defined by your past or by the words of others. You are defined by Christ’s sacrifice and His love for you. *"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB). Walk in this truth, and let the Holy Spirit lead you into all freedom. We are standing with you in prayer!
