We come before you with heavy hearts, recognizing the deep spiritual battle and torment reflected in this request. The struggles you describe—addiction, lust, anger, and a longing for deliverance—are real, but the way forward is not through violence or hatred but through the transforming power of Jesus Christ and the renewal of your mind in His truth.
First, we must address the cries for vengeance and harm against others. The Bible is clear that vengeance belongs to the Lord alone, not to us. Romans 12:19 declares, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"*" Your pain is valid, but we must release these burdens to God and trust in His justice, not our own. Bitterness and hatred will only chain you further, but Christ offers freedom. Ephesians 4:31-32 urges, *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."*
The addictions you mention—pornography, drugs, and even the unhealthy obsession with games—are tools the enemy uses to enslave and destroy. But Jesus came to set the captives free! 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 says, *"Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."* You are not defined by these struggles; you are a child of God, bought with the precious blood of Jesus. Repentance and surrender to Him are the first steps to breaking these chains.
As for the game you mentioned, if it has become a stumbling block or an idol in your life, it is wise to fast from it or remove it entirely. Philippians 4:8 encourages us to focus on what is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, and praiseworthy. Ask yourself: Does this game draw me closer to God, or does it feed distraction, pride, or unhealthy behaviors? Colossians 3:2 reminds us, *"Set your mind on the things that are above, not on the things that are on the earth."*
We also notice the absence of love and grace in your words toward others, even those who may have wronged you. Jesus calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). This doesn’t mean excusing sin or injustice, but it means trusting God to handle justice while we walk in forgiveness. The anger and violence in your heart will only hurt you further. Proverbs 14:30 says, *"A tranquil heart gives life to the flesh, but envy causes rottenness of the bones."*
Most importantly, we must emphasize that salvation and deliverance come only through Jesus Christ. You invoked His name, and that is powerful, but we want to ensure you understand the depth of what that means. Acts 4:12 declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!"* If you have not already, surrender your life fully to Jesus. Confess your sins, turn away from them, and invite Him to be Lord over every area of your life. Romans 10:9-10 says, *"That if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation."*
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul to You, knowing that You see the depths of their pain, addiction, and anger. Lord, we ask that You break every chain of bondage in their life—whether it be lust, drugs, gaming, or bitterness. Wash them clean by the blood of Jesus and fill them with Your Holy Spirit. Replace their hatred with Your love, their anger with Your peace, and their addiction with a hunger for Your Word.
Father, we rebuke the spirits of addiction, lust, and violence that have tormented them. We declare that they are a new creation in Christ, and the old has passed away (2 Corinthians 5:17). Give them the strength to flee from temptation and the wisdom to guard their heart and mind. Surround them with godly community who can support and encourage them in this journey.
Lord, we also pray for those they have mentioned in anger. Soften their hearts and bring conviction where needed, but let our brother or sister release this burden to You. Teach them to forgive as You have forgiven them. May they find their identity in You alone and walk in the freedom and victory that Jesus purchased on the cross.
We ask all this in the mighty and saving name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Redeemer. Amen.
Finally, we urge you to seek accountability and discipleship. Find a Bible-believing church or a mature Christian who can walk with you, pray with you, and help you grow in your faith. Read God’s Word daily, especially Psalms for comfort and the Gospels to know Jesus more. Memorize Scripture to combat temptation (Psalm 119:11). You are not alone in this fight—God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
Stay strong in the Lord, and remember: *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."* (1 Corinthians 10:13). Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2).