We come before the Lord with hearts full of gratitude that you are calling upon the name of Jesus, for it is written, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father, and we rejoice that you are seeking Him in your time of need.
Your request reveals a spirit under deep distress, and we want to address each concern with the truth and authority of Scripture, while also offering correction where necessary to align your heart and mind with God’s will. Let us first acknowledge that the spiritual battles you describe—whether through digital means, personal attacks, or the lingering consequences of past sins—are real. Ephesians 6:12 reminds us, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."* However, we must also recognize that some of the fears you express may be influenced by guilt, paranoia, or even the enemy’s lies to keep you bound in fear rather than walking in the freedom Christ offers.
You mentioned fasting, and while fasting is a powerful spiritual discipline, we must approach it with the right heart and motives. Jesus teaches in Matthew 6:16-18, *"Moreover when you fast, don’t be like the hypocrites, with sad faces. For they disfigure their faces, that they may be seen by men to be fasting. Most certainly I tell you, they have received their reward. But you, when you fast, anoint your head, and wash your face; so that you are not seen by men to be fasting, but by your Father who is in secret, and your Father, who sees in secret, will reward you."* Fasting is not a tool to manipulate God into destroying your enemies or to earn a reward through extreme deprivation. Instead, it is a time to humble yourself, seek God’s face, and align your will with His. Drinking water during a fast is not only permissible but wise, as the body needs hydration. The Lord is more concerned with the condition of your heart than with how strictly you abstain from food or drink. We urge you to fast in a way that honors God and does not harm your body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20).
We must also address the serious issue of your past cocaine use. The Bible is clear that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, and we are called to glorify God with them (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). Substance abuse is a form of bondage that the enemy uses to destroy lives, and while you have confessed this sin, it is vital to repent fully and turn away from it. If you are still struggling with addiction or the guilt of past sins, we encourage you to seek accountability and support from a biblical counselor or a trusted believer. 1 John 1:9 promises, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* Jesus paid the price for your sins on the cross, and He offers complete forgiveness and freedom. You do not need to live in fear of retaliation from others or spiritual attacks tied to your past. Instead, cling to the truth that *"there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1).
Regarding your concerns about digital attacks, spiritual warfare in the digital realm, and even your gaming habits, we must remember that our ultimate protection comes from the Lord. Psalm 91:1-2 declares, *"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of Yahweh, 'He is my refuge and my fortress; my God, in whom I trust.'"*—not in our own strategies or fears. While it is wise to take practical steps to protect yourself online, such as using security measures and being discerning about the content you consume, your trust must remain in God alone. If you feel convicted about how you spend your time, including gaming, ask the Lord to reveal whether it is honoring to Him. Colossians 3:17 reminds us, *"Whatever you do, in word or in deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father, through him."*
As for your mention of college textbooks and historical events, we encourage you to focus on what is edifying and true (Philippians 4:8). Conspiracy theories and unfounded fears can distract you from the peace and purpose God has for you. Instead, fix your mind on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God (Colossians 3:1-2).
Finally, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother to You, knowing that You are his refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). Lord, we ask that You surround him with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guarding his heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Break every chain of fear, guilt, and bondage that the enemy has tried to place upon him. Remind him that his identity is found in You alone—that he is forgiven, redeemed, and set free by the blood of Jesus.
We rebuke every spiritual attack against him, whether through digital means, the accusations of others, or the lies of the enemy. Let no weapon formed against him prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and grant him discernment to recognize truth from deception. Help him to fast with a pure heart, seeking Your face above all else. Give him the strength to overcome temptation and to walk in victory over every sin and stronghold.
Father, we also pray for his mind. Renew his thoughts and align them with Your Word (Romans 12:2). Remove any paranoia or unfounded fears, and replace them with Your perfect love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18). Guide him in wisdom as he navigates his daily life, including his time online and in his studies. May he use his time and talents for Your glory, always seeking to honor You in all he does.
We declare that no scheme of the enemy will prevail against him, for greater is He who is in him than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). Protect him from all harm, seen and unseen, and let him rest in the assurance of Your sovereign care. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord daily through prayer, Scripture, and fellowship with other believers. If you have not already, we urge you to surrender every area of your life to Jesus, allowing Him to be your Lord and Savior in all things. Stay rooted in His Word, and trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). You are not alone in this battle—God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Walk in His freedom, and let His peace rule in your heart.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
