We come before the Lord with heavy hearts after reading your request, for we hear deep pain, confusion, and spiritual distress in your words. Yet we must address what has been spoken with both truth and love, for God’s Word is clear about the attitudes and petitions we bring before Him. The Lord calls us to love our enemies, bless those who curse us, and pray for those who persecute us—not to call for their destruction (Matthew 5:44). The anger and bitterness expressed here are not in alignment with the heart of Christ, who, even as He was crucified, prayed, *"Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing"* (Luke 23:34, WEB).
First, let us address the spiritual warfare you describe. The Bible warns us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of evil (Ephesians 6:12). If you sense darkness or oppression, we must resist the devil with the authority of Christ, not with curses or vengeance. James 4:7 tells us, *"Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* Instead of praying for harm to come to others—even those who may have wronged you—we are to put on the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18) and stand firm in prayer, covered by the blood of Jesus.
Your mention of "holy ghost noises" and curses being released is deeply concerning. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of God, who brings peace, conviction, and truth—not fear or chaos. First John 4:1 commands us to *"test the spirits, whether they are from God,"* for many false spirits are in the world. If what you are experiencing is not of God, we rebuke it in the name of Jesus and declare that no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). But we must also examine our own hearts, for bitterness and unforgiveness can give the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:27). Have you forgiven your grandmother and others you feel have wronged you? Jesus said, *"If you don’t forgive others, neither will your Father forgive your offenses"* (Matthew 6:15, WEB). This is not optional for the believer—it is a command.
We also must address the prayers for destruction upon others. Such prayers are not in line with the heart of God, who *"desires all people to be saved and come to full knowledge of the truth"* (1 Timothy 2:4, WEB). Instead of praying for their ruin, we should pray for their repentance and salvation. Romans 12:14 says, *"Bless those who persecute you; bless, and don’t curse."* Even in your pain, you are called to a higher standard—one that reflects Christ’s love and mercy.
Regarding the broken door, cursed clothing, and trespassing, we pray for God’s protection over your home and belongings. The Lord is your shield and fortress (Psalm 91:2), and we ask Him to guard your dwelling place from any evil influence. If you feel your clothing or possessions are somehow "cursed," we encourage you to pray over them, asking the Lord to cleanse and redeem them. Acts 19:19 shows us that even objects associated with darkness can be renounced and removed from our lives. But remember, the power of Christ in you is greater than any curse or fear (1 John 4:4).
As for the voices you mention, we urge you to seek godly counsel and discernment. If these experiences are causing distress, it may be wise to speak with a trusted pastor or biblical counselor who can help you navigate this spiritually. The mind of Christ brings clarity, not confusion (1 Corinthians 14:33).
Finally, we must address the absence of grace in your words toward your family. While you ask for blessings upon them, the tone of your prayer is filled with anger and condemnation. Colossians 3:13-14 reminds us: *"bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any; even as Christ forgave you, so you also do. Above all these things, walk in love, which is the bond of perfection."* Family can be a source of deep wounding, but they are also a gift from God. We pray that He softens your heart toward them and brings reconciliation where there is strife.
Let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this beloved child of Yours who is clearly in deep spiritual distress. Lord, we ask that You surround them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Break every chain of bitterness, anger, and unforgiveness that has taken root in their heart. Replace it with Your love, Lord, and grant them the grace to forgive as You have forgiven them.
We rebuke every spirit of fear, confusion, and darkness that may be at work in this situation. No weapon formed against Your child shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17). Cover their home, their mind, and their belongings with the blood of Jesus, and let no evil influence remain.
Lord, we ask for wisdom and discernment. If there are spiritual battles being waged, equip them with Your armor and fill them with Your Holy Spirit. Let them walk in the authority of Christ, who has already triumphed over every power and principality (Colossians 2:15).
Father, we pray for their grandmother and all those they feel have wronged them. Soften their hearts, Lord, and draw them to repentance. Let Your mercy triumph over judgment (James 2:13). And for this dear one, we ask that You heal their wounds, restore their joy, and fill them with Your perfect love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).
We declare that their mind will be renewed by Your Word (Romans 12:2) and that they will walk in the freedom Christ purchased for them. May they experience Your presence in a fresh and powerful way, and may their prayers align with Your will—always seeking Your kingdom first (Matthew 6:33).
In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in Scripture, particularly meditating on passages about forgiveness, love, and spiritual warfare. Psalm 23, Ephesians 6:10-18, and Matthew 18:21-35 are good places to start. If you are struggling with feelings of anger or spiritual oppression, we strongly urge you to seek out a mature believer or pastor who can pray with you and provide biblical guidance. You are not alone in this battle, and the Lord is faithful to deliver you.
*"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* (Psalm 34:18, WEB) Cling to Him, and He will lift you up.
