Mortarearn
Disciple of Prayer
The LORD God Jesus, help me to explain! My confession is that I was wearing headphones, trying to protect my ears from acquiring further tinnitus at a new work site. This is during my more severe post-traumatic stress disorder. My symptoms were so severe that I couldn't urinate and held it in for an unreasonable amount of time. I believe this vexation may stem from possible multiple thefts from my dad. The mini-boss named ### purposely dropped his giant metal plate to boom my ears. I despise ### because he mentioned that my dad owed him less than 2 dollars. I wish I never accepted food from ###, and believe ### is a suck up that tried to gain friendly advantage. I am convinced that ### is a living tumour that needs to be dissected from all relations with my family. ### probably leeches off of the dead ### that went blind. I had told my miniboss that I was blind for no reason, and I believe it's because of ###. It's terrible because the other miniboss there was named ###. ### is a hell of a name. ### is a white older male trying to send himself and his workers into the nuclear holocaust mentioned in Flobots handlebars. ### uses a chemical to polish cars that kicks up into the air as dust. The dust is layered onto the floor, and none of his workers use their gas masks. I believe this situation is revenge from a previous Filipino worker. I believe the situation is a multitude of revenges, probably due to the pandemic, from the previous let-go workers. Thanks, Jesus! The LORD God Jesus, as I finally start my first day of my fast, I must admit that I'm happy that I'm able to fast again. There is a subtle spirit and soul from the church who is a cousin or my relative. I believe the sabotaging spirit is the women in the church because they always say to fast only for 3 days. Fasting for 3 days is only the beginning of the fast. My irritation is that I believe the women are purposely sabotaging the fast because the people who water fast are possibly considered women. Dry fasting seems to be masculine. I know that my relatives will never complete their fast, and I believe that they use witchcraft, magic, and pagan abilities to prevent me from starting my fast. What happens is that they seem to copy my discomfort that I experience during my fast. I believe that women's goal is to prevent maturity because I had heard the spirit of a relative say that. The reason why I say this is because the women are my mom and her sisters and grandma, that were abused by their Father. They seem to have converted the church's forgiveness to raise weak sons that will not physically beat them just like their father. There is a whole slew of fake acting as adults to manipulate the children. My wishful sin to the LORD is to destroy these relatives of mine. I will input the LORD Jesus forgiveness with a hope that these people are completely cut out of my life for hindering progress, strength, and wealth in these opportunistic times. I had seen my grandma have black eyes, and I am hoping the LORD forgives and removes her from my life. I'm not sure if the civilian women have control over soldiers, and that is what justified of Grandpa beating his wife. These are nonsensicals that cause people to focus on things that matter. The LORD God Father Holy Jesus Christ, please destroy all communication from my grandma. God, please cut my grandma out of my life forever. God, please prevent my grandma from trespassing and revenging. God, please prevent my grandma from speaking to me. God, please prevent interactions and conversation starters with my grandma. God, please prevent my grandma from speaking curse words and vexations. God, please destroy the subtle spirit which acts and feels like me that has hindered progress and caused sabotage. The LORD Jesus, please destroy Hawaiian and local spirits that cause idleness and confusion. My life seems to be others' successfully acquiring religious revenge against me for any actions and inaction that I've done. Thanks, Jesus Christ Almighty, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.