missnan67
Servant of All
Just want to thank the lord for a peaceful day.. I spent the day out side playing golf.. 5 hours of it it was peaceful and good to just being able to clear my mind over alot of things.. Lord i pray for things to work out between phil and i i want to trust him but its hard when i have been so hurt time after time from other guys. And him at times... I wrote hima letter telling him what i want. Didnt think he come around because of the things i told him about im serving jesus with or woth out him.. I never started this race to quite.. Im going to win this race.. But he came got me and we spent the day playing golf... It was so peaceful. And he is still here watching tv.. He knows what im about and im not wanting any hog wash from him.. The drinking has to stop.. The lies has to stop. And disrespecting me has to stop. I know he cares for me cause i have nothing but love to give to him and he is still here.. So i think its going to be good as long he stays way the drunks.. Lord please send him new friends to be around lord i ask these things in jesus name amen...