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Hello Friends,
My experience yesterday showed me that God does always know what is best for us...I prayed and prayed for the restoration of my family and my marriage for months and months to no avail. I sometimes felt as if God was not there for me....
Yesterday in court I saw my husband for the man he has become..the man he really is....he is a liar, he is a bully and a manipulator---this is not a game or "just the way he is" or "his way of dealing with stress"---he is an ABUSER, plain and simple. I'm not even sure that he understands the concept of "truth". Yet, for whatever reason, I loved him and put him first and myself and everything else always last. I am happy that my prayers for reconsciliation went unanswered.
I was very recently thinking about how I never seem to get sick any more---I haven't had as much as a cold in a very long time. Yet I used to feel sick all of the time when I was with my husband. I even suffered from chronic backpain. And yesterday, after coming face-to-face with him again for the first time in nine months, I immediately started getting sick....
Our Father's design for us is perfect...even when our minds and hearts refuse to accept the truth about current situations, our bodies will let us know that the problem is still there and we need to deal with it.....
I thank You Lord for this insight. From here on out, when I find myself feeling sick or depressed a lot, I am going to do some soul-searching to see what in my life needs to be removed or changed.
I look forward to the new love that will be lead into my life. I KNOW that my Father will bring me into a relationship that is full of love, joy and mutual respect.....A relationship with a man where I can grow in love and trust as I should...
Father,
I thank You for not granting requests that were not good for me as one of Your children. You know what is best for us; and when we feel that our prayers have been overlooked, we need to stay strong in Faith that You are always working on what will be best for us.....I thank You for "unanswered" prayers AMEN
My experience yesterday showed me that God does always know what is best for us...I prayed and prayed for the restoration of my family and my marriage for months and months to no avail. I sometimes felt as if God was not there for me....
Yesterday in court I saw my husband for the man he has become..the man he really is....he is a liar, he is a bully and a manipulator---this is not a game or "just the way he is" or "his way of dealing with stress"---he is an ABUSER, plain and simple. I'm not even sure that he understands the concept of "truth". Yet, for whatever reason, I loved him and put him first and myself and everything else always last. I am happy that my prayers for reconsciliation went unanswered.
I was very recently thinking about how I never seem to get sick any more---I haven't had as much as a cold in a very long time. Yet I used to feel sick all of the time when I was with my husband. I even suffered from chronic backpain. And yesterday, after coming face-to-face with him again for the first time in nine months, I immediately started getting sick....
Our Father's design for us is perfect...even when our minds and hearts refuse to accept the truth about current situations, our bodies will let us know that the problem is still there and we need to deal with it.....
I thank You Lord for this insight. From here on out, when I find myself feeling sick or depressed a lot, I am going to do some soul-searching to see what in my life needs to be removed or changed.
I look forward to the new love that will be lead into my life. I KNOW that my Father will bring me into a relationship that is full of love, joy and mutual respect.....A relationship with a man where I can grow in love and trust as I should...
Father,
I thank You for not granting requests that were not good for me as one of Your children. You know what is best for us; and when we feel that our prayers have been overlooked, we need to stay strong in Faith that You are always working on what will be best for us.....I thank You for "unanswered" prayers AMEN