For weeks now i have been in bed feeling sorry for my self i wished to sleep forever. When i went through my emails and saw the one you sent me asking where i had been i was over whelmed and i thought God sent me his angels to come restore my hope and faith in him. I woke up got out for some fresh air. I set and drafted a plan to restore my life so i can feel alive again. Just as i did that i knew dying wasn't any option so now i need your prayers on my journey. I would like to name a few things i need prayers for this year as it begins. 1 there are children that i sponsor with stationery every year it's been four years now i don't have the money this years but i do not want to disappoint them so please pray for me to find someone to help me help this children i have a video on You tube asking for help on that. 2 I need for my son to go to university this year so i can't afford he needs a bursary so please we need prayers on that. 3 i wrote a book that i wish to self publish this year please pray for me that i get the means of achieving that. I thank you all for your prayers and keep it up. i pray that God keep you all safe and i will try and keep in touch more often. There is a video i posted on You tube this morning please pray for me that it goes well because i can't bear the thought of disappointing these children. Just the other day one of them told my son to remind me that he would like a bag too this as he doesn't have one my heart sank when my son told me this. I did tell them that i can't afford this year because i believe that God make the way where there is no way.Thank you again