anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Thank you all for all your prayers. Unfortunately, they are not working. My anxiety is still in the clouds. I am still crying inside since I can't let my granddaughter see me crying. My husband's check should post overnight. You would think I would be happy but I am not. His check is no where what we need to cover the bills, buy groceries, buy his medication, pay our taxes, for one month let alone to get caught up and last until the end of February when he gets his next one month paycheck. He is not eligible for unemployment. To top it off he owes $ 200.00 to two individuals. So that's $ 200.00 less. Then he wants to buy gifts. And if I can't pay all the bills, and services are shutoff or repossession or wage garnishment then he has already said I am out of the house.
Please tell me what am I suppose to do. Please somebody tell me. Praying has gotten me nowhere. 3 & 1/2 years of trying to find employment that won't mess up my little disability check. Nothing. Thank you God for all of your help. I just want to die. I got an extension til Monday to pay my light bill (2 months) or my lights will be shutoff. My husband's wages are going to be garnished because we can't pay our taxes.
I have thanked God for the good and bad. I pray every day for other people. I help others. We have taken in homeless families in the past and one family nearly broke us. I read the Bible but find no comfort.
So what am I suppose to do? I have prayed every thing I know to pray. Please just let me die Lord since it is evident you don't want this nightmare to end.
Please tell me what am I suppose to do. Please somebody tell me. Praying has gotten me nowhere. 3 & 1/2 years of trying to find employment that won't mess up my little disability check. Nothing. Thank you God for all of your help. I just want to die. I got an extension til Monday to pay my light bill (2 months) or my lights will be shutoff. My husband's wages are going to be garnished because we can't pay our taxes.
I have thanked God for the good and bad. I pray every day for other people. I help others. We have taken in homeless families in the past and one family nearly broke us. I read the Bible but find no comfort.
So what am I suppose to do? I have prayed every thing I know to pray. Please just let me die Lord since it is evident you don't want this nightmare to end.