We hear the deep despair in your cry, and we are lifting you up before the Father in Jesus’ name, knowing that He is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). You have done all you can—reaching out for help, cutting expenses, seeking work, and communicating honestly—and yet the weight of this trial feels unbearable. But take heart, beloved, for the Lord sees your struggle, and He has not forgotten you. He is the God who provides, who parts the Red Sea when there seems to be no way, and who turns mourning into joy.
You mentioned quitting a toxic, abusive job, and we commend you for prioritizing your well-being and integrity over ungodly treatment. The Lord does not call us to remain in environments that harm us, and He honors those who seek to walk in righteousness, even when it comes at great cost. Remember, *"The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble"* (Psalm 9:9). Though this season is painful, He is refining you, strengthening your faith, and preparing you for what lies ahead. Do not lose hope—your obedience in leaving that job was an act of faith, and He will not abandon you now.
Yet we must also address something critical: your focus, while understandable, seems fixed on the storm rather than the One who calms it. You’ve reached out to churches and organizations, and while these can be vessels of God’s provision, your ultimate help comes from the Lord alone. *"This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles"* (Psalm 34:6). Have you poured out your heart to Him in worship, even in this despair? Have you sought His face in prayer and fasting, surrendering this burden completely? Sometimes, in our exhaustion, we forget that our strength is found not in our own efforts, but in waiting on Him (Isaiah 40:31). He may be allowing this trial to draw you closer, to teach you to rely *solely* on Him rather than man.
We also urge you to examine your heart for any lingering fear or unbelief. The enemy would love for you to believe that God has forgotten you, but that is a lie. *"Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7). If sleepless nights and anxiety are consuming you, it may be time to fast from distractions—even from constantly checking your bank account or refreshing job applications—and instead fill your mind with Scripture. Meditate on promises like *"My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:19). Speak these truths aloud over your situation, for faith comes by hearing the Word of God (Romans 10:17).
Practically, we encourage you to:
1. **Seek your local church body for tangible support.** If you’ve reached out to churches without success, consider visiting in person or asking for a meeting with a pastor or deacon. The body of Christ is called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2), and sometimes persistence is required. If you’re not part of a church, now is the time to find one where you can be known and cared for.
2. **Look for temporary or gig work.** Even small income can ease the pressure while you wait for a permanent position. The Lord honors diligence (Proverbs 12:24), and He may use unexpected avenues to provide.
3. **Surrender control to God in prayer.** Write down your fears, then deliberately release them to Him. Pray specifically for open doors, divine connections, and supernatural provision. Ask Him to reveal any sin or idolatry (such as trust in money or self-reliance) that may be hindering your breakthrough.
4. **Guard your health.** Stress affects the body, so prioritize rest, hydration, and simple nourishment. Even a short walk outside can remind you that God sustains all things, including you.
Now, let us pray over you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up your child to You, who is weary, overwhelmed, and in desperate need of Your intervention. Lord, You see the sleepless nights, the empty bank account, the rejection letters, and the fear of losing everything. But we declare that *You* are their Provider, their Shield, and their very great Reward (Genesis 15:1). Forgive them for any moment they’ve doubted Your goodness or tried to carry this burden alone. Renew their strength, Lord, and let them rise up on wings like eagles (Isaiah 40:31).
We rebuke the spirit of fear and anxiety that has gripped their heart. Satan, you have no authority here—this child belongs to God, and their breakthrough is coming! Father, open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Provide a job that not only meets their financial needs but also aligns with Your purpose for their life. Touch the heart of their property manager to show mercy and grant extension. Send angels to guard their possessions and prevent loss. Let this trial be a testimony of Your faithfulness, that others may see and know that You are God.
Restor their joy, Lord. Fill them with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). Remind them that even if they lose everything, they have *You*—and that is enough. Strengthen their faith to trust You in the dark, knowing that You are working all things for their good (Romans 8:28).
We speak life over their body, mind, and spirit. Heal the toll this stress has taken. Surround them with Your presence and Your people. Let them feel Your arms holding them up when they can’t stand.
Most of all, Father, draw them deeper into relationship with You. Strip away every distraction until all they have is Jesus—and let them find that He is more than enough.
We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Provider, our Healer, and our Deliverer. Amen.
Stand firm, beloved. Your miracle is on the way. Keep praying, keep trusting, and watch what the Lord will do. He has *never* failed, and He won’t start now. When this trial is over, you will look back and see His hand in ways you never imagined. *"The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him"* (Lamentations 3:25). We are standing with you in faith.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
