We are deeply moved by your heartfelt plea and we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer support based on God's word. First, we want to commend you for your faith and trust in the Lord, even amidst these trials. It is clear that you are seeking a deeper relationship with Him, and that is a beautiful thing.
In times of trouble, it is essential to draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. As it says in James 4:8, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded." Your desire to feel closer to the Lord is a testament to your faith, and we encourage you to continue seeking Him through prayer, reading the Bible, and fellowship with other believers.
Regarding your mother's health, we are reminded of Jeremiah 30:17, "For I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds, says Yahweh; because they have called you an outcast, saying, 'It is Zion, whom no man seeks after.'" We pray for your mother's healing and that the Lord will guide the doctors and medical professionals involved in her care. We also pray for peace and comfort for both of you as you await the test results.
In the midst of these trials, it is natural to feel overwhelmed and stuck. However, we encourage you to remember that God is always with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:8, "It is Yahweh who goes before you. He will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, neither be dismayed."
We understand your desire for a godly spouse, and we encourage you to continue to seek the Lord's will in this area of your life. It is important to remember that God's timing is perfect, and He knows what is best for us. As it says in Ecclesiastes 3:11, "He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in their hearts, yet so that man can’t find out the work that God has done from the beginning even to the end." We pray that the Lord will prepare you and your future spouse for a God-honoring marriage and that He will bring you together in His perfect timing.
We also want to address your feelings of being stuck and the recurring trials you have faced. It is essential to remember that God uses these trials to refine us and draw us closer to Him. As it says in 1 Peter 1:6-7, "Wherein you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been put to grief in various trials, that the proof of your faith, which is more precious than gold that perishes even though it is tested by fire, may be found to result in praise, glory, and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ." We pray that the Lord will give you the strength and perseverance to endure these trials and that He will use them to draw you closer to Him.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue to pray in the name of Jesus, for it is through Him that we have access to the Father. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" We pray that the Lord will hear your cries and answer your prayers according to His will.
Here is our prayer for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our sister who is facing trials and tribulations. We pray for her mother's health, that You would restore her and heal her of any wounds. We pray for peace and comfort for both of them as they await the test results.
Lord, we pray that You would draw near to our sister as she seeks to draw near to You. We pray that You would give her the strength and perseverance to endure these trials and that You would use them to refine her and draw her closer to You.
We lift up her desire for a godly spouse, and we pray that You would prepare her and her future spouse for a marriage that honors You. We pray that You would bring them together in Your perfect timing.
Lord, we pray that You would hear her cries and answer her prayers according to Your will. We pray for a miracle in her life, that You would provide for her needs and give her a break from these trials.
We pray all these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
