Jesus loves you. By his stripes (he was whipped and beaten, spit on, hated, rejected, dejected, nailed to the cross, given no water for his thirst) and he did it so we can be reconciled with him. He did it because he loves us. He did it because he knows we can't be perfect. It is for sinners he came and did this. For us. We simply ask for forgiveness and he will freely give it. It is harder with humans. But, step by step know that God is your refuge and strength a very present help in times of weakness. He loves you. Don't let the enemy win. Satan wants you to harm yourself then he wins. You are precious in God's sight. Go to him and confess whatever you did as we all do things (I have over and over and will need to ask for forgiveness tonight as well because I am human) we strive to be perfect but we are not. We fall but we get back up because he is working all things together for good to those that love the Lord. Pick up your Bible and begin to read Psalms. He loves you. Let him love you. Forgiveness is the key. Ask God to forgive you and he will. Then forgive yourself. I ask you to send loving non-judgmental people to this soul to love them and show them how special they are in your Lord. Satan, you have no right to this loved one of God as they belong to Jesus.