Please reach out to God and talk to Him. Sometimes our emotions are so sad and full of fear that it seems as though God is not listening. I promise you that He is, and the Bible promises us that God hears all. I am going through your same experience right now and I do feel your pain. I will pray for you right now. Father, this woman is in pain and you know more than anyone what she is feeling right now. Please lend her your strength and your peace so she can get through this so she can think of the next right thing to do. Don't let her be encircled by fear Father, for that is not your will for her. Help her to find more moments of peace and time to think better thoughts. Place her in the path of people who will be kind enough to help her or talk to her and pray for her in person too. Let the weight of the secrecy of this situation pass from her for it is too heavy to carry alone. I pray for you in the name of Jesus, asking, believing, expecting a miracle for you, that this situation will lessen or pass from you, that you have a better life. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.