suicidal72
Prayer Partner
im super parinoid everywhere because everywhere i go people stare at me. not everyone but usually at least 2 people or so. i hate myself. I made plans to die. i also dont have many friends because im always depressed. i cry literaly everyday and one time i became so christian i saw a light, then a happy peacefull feeling. but i saw it 3 years ago. i dont know what it was but i do know its related to god or whatever. but now sometimes i dobout god and think, if god really loved me he wouldntve made my life this hard. i whish i was dead. when i get home i see nobody, i just feel an empty feeling, and spend the day indoors. the whole day indoors. im too scared to go out of the house because im scared of people staring at me. i used to be normal, but then i got bullied. also sometimes i think im ugly. i whish i died
