suicidal72
Prayer Partner
Suicide is easy there is only a thin layer of skin protecting your vein. I'm gona buy a nummbing gel and apply it to my wrist so i won't feel the pain. Then, I'll stab it. Not that anyone cares or anything. Just thought i'd say good bye.
Also I'm not sure how to believe in God. I pray every day for him to give me a friend so I don't kill myself but nothing happens. Also I have tryed really hard to be "pure" for Jesus. I havn't masturbated for over 3 days. I'm going to the extreams for Jesus. Yet still, nothings happening. So I have decided to give up. I'm gona die, not that you'd care. Just pray I go to heaven.
Also I'm not sure how to believe in God. I pray every day for him to give me a friend so I don't kill myself but nothing happens. Also I have tryed really hard to be "pure" for Jesus. I havn't masturbated for over 3 days. I'm going to the extreams for Jesus. Yet still, nothings happening. So I have decided to give up. I'm gona die, not that you'd care. Just pray I go to heaven.
