MsJolly
Prayer Warrior
Suicidal Thoughts are a sin so I guess I’m a sinner! Yea life has hit me hard so I’m here to talk about it. Yes, I think about death so much I entertain the thought of taking my own life. When you have no friends to actually call and vent to or tell a little of your business just to get some good advice it hurts. I had so-called friends all my life but they weren’t friends they were users. People who used me for their own personal pleasures of acting like a friend just to get friend benefits! Yea I chose that type, I don’t know they just seemed authentic but were really fake. My happiness is mostly a fake mess because it’s a fake smile and truthfully I don’t bother to change it. God has been distant for such a time now. God knows my heart and intentions but instead I continue to be treated like a fallen angel. I give up if God is not responding I should just leave earth because the cards I’ve been dealt all my life have been full of poop. I’m a NOBODY and God treating me like one.