Suicidal Girl Desperately Praying for Love

[DomV]

I submitted this prayer request a year ago, but God hasn't helped yet, so I'm trying it again. I'm a typical Forever Alone woman. If you google it, you can see that this is a serious situation, and there are thousands, if not millions of people going through hell because of it. I'm desperately trying to find a partner, but all my efforts fail. I've sent out thousands of messages on dating sites, and rarely got any replies. I've been on countless first dates where I felt confident about our compatibility. But none of the men I've dated called again. None of the men I loved returned my feelings. Nobody gives me a chance. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'm not ugly. I take care of myself, I do sports, I dress well. I'm not dumb or rude. Everybody around me is getting married or having babies, and it's hard to go through a day without crying when all I see are happy couples around me. I try to enjoy my life, but at the end of the day nothing matters because nothing can fulfill this overwhelming yearning in me, for companionship, for physical connections, for the chance to share my life with someone. I'm suffering from a series of other problems as well, including depression, and it is impossible to bear them alone, without emotional support. I feel like I'm locked in a cage that I can't escape, while I'm running out of air. Sometimes there's so much anger in me, at this devastating fate that God gave me, at myself, at the hopelessness of life, so much anger that I feel like I have to destroy something just like life is destroying me. I have the urge to smash plates against the wall, to trash my flat, to bang my head into something, because the pain is so unbearable. Sometimes I think that if I physically hurt myself, God will have mercy on me, because praying relentlessly or submitting numerous prayer requests have led to nowhere. I hate myself, I feel like a monster. How can I love myself if nobody else can? My predicament makes me wonder if God loves me at all. Life is hell, and there is no chance that anything will ever improve. I'm praying for a partner for the last time before I kill myself. Please don't tell me that God is enough. Please don't trivialise my situation. I'm a human being. I have physical desires too. And when I get home after a depressing day, what I yearn for is a man's real embrace: something real and immediate. God often feels distant, and he rarely replies to my prayers. How can I find comfort in him on such days? Of course I still rely on him for the general direction of my life. This is the reason why I'm submitting prayer requests after all. I know that any help can only come from him. But relationships are important, otherwise God wouldn't put so much emphasis on them. If he calls us to love one another, why doesn't he allow me to love anyone? And why doesn't he allow anyone to love me? A person without love is like a plant without water. Neither can survive for long.

 

[Esa]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name, Amen

 

[Liana256]

Maybe love is right in front of you and you don't realize it. Do you have a guy friend you are close too? God does love all. I pray you will meet your somebody, and y'all can grow old together. If your looking to change so you can love yourself, do something different you've never done before. It's worth a try. As of dating, etc., maybe its not you why guys don't call you back, maybe its them and how they feel. They might just want to go out and meet other people and enjoy what their doing, their not ready to settle down with someone. You will find someone. And as for hurting yourself, don't do that, 'cause its God's temple, and when the right guy does come along for you, you will have regrets with yourself for doing it. I pray you meet the man who is going to fall in love you. Keep praying to God. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen

 

[abundantlyblessed]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Core]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AutumnDays]

Im praying for this in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[SongleaderPenny]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus’ name answer your prayer request according to God’s perfect will, wisdom, timing, love, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus. Thank You. Amen!

Prayer is “talking to God.” It is the communication of the human soul with the Lord who created the soul.

Let's Talk to God: God thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God I ask You in Jesus name answer my prayer according to Your perfect love, will, wisdom, timing, grace, and mercy. God have mercy upon me and bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in Your Word. Heal me in every area of my life. God let every desire I have line up to the purpose you created me for. God do a work in my mind and heart so that I will live for Your approval, applause, and praise daily. Bless me to keep my focus on You at all times. Let me not lean to my own understanding, but acknowledge You first in all my ways, trust in You, and allow You God to direct the footsteps I take and the words that I speak. God help me, teach me how, and encourage me to align my priorities and desires with what You want for my life. So that Your plans for my life and the purpose You created me for will come to fruition successfully.

God may I come to know You in truth, trust You with all my heart, and fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, body, soul, and strength. Bless my relationship with You to grow into a friendship that is solid, strong, and unbreakable. May I be known by You and all the angels in heaven as A Friend of God.

God let no weapon formed against me ever prosper. Give Your angels charge over me to protect, deliver, and keep me safe from all evil, hurt, harm, danger, all demonic activity, witchcraft, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Ambush and cause all my enemies to stumble, fail, and be greatly ashamed. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, those I love, and care about. And God teach each of us how to delight ourselves in You and seek first the kingdom of God. So that we will each be blessed with the desires of our heart, have everything that we each stand in need of, and everything You want each of us to have. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it in Jesus’ name.

Prayer Written By Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., BCPCLC--Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach - www.theencourager.net
Let The Word Of God Encourage You: https://www.prayerrequest.com/threads/peaceful-scriptures-bible-verses.4172117/

 

[Daniel H.]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.