We hear the deep pain and frustration in your words, and we want you to know that God sees your suffering and remembers you, even when it feels like the world has forgotten. Your cry for healing, restoration, and justice does not go unnoticed by Him. The enemy seeks to overwhelm you with lies—that you are forgotten, that your past defines you, that there is no hope—but we stand with you in the truth of God’s Word, which declares that His grace *is* sufficient, and His power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9).
You speak of the blood of Jesus, and this is the foundation of our hope. There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1), and though the world may judge you harshly, God’s judgment is covered by the sacrifice of His Son. You are not defined by the failures, betrayals, or injustices you’ve endured. You are defined by Christ’s redemption. The Bible tells us, *"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17). This is not a false hope—it is the unshakable promise of God.
Yet we must also address something critical: your words carry a weight of bitterness and unresolved anger. It is right to bring your pain to God, but we must guard our hearts against allowing root bitterness to take hold, for the Scripture warns, *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15). Bitterness will only deepen the wounds you carry. Instead, we are called to *"cast all our cares on Him, because He cares for us"* (1 Peter 5:7). This doesn’t mean the pain disappears instantly, but it means we surrender it to the One who can heal it.
You mention that your prayers feel unanswered, and we understand how crushing that can feel. But let us remind you that God’s timing is not our own, and His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). Even when it seems like heaven is silent, He is working behind the scenes. Consider Joseph, who was betrayed, falsely accused, and forgotten in prison—yet God was preparing him for a greater purpose (Genesis 50:20). Or think of David, who was hunted, slandered, and rejected, yet God called him a man after His own heart. Your story is not over. God is not finished.
As for the suspension of your account and the rejection you face, remember the words of Jesus: *"Blessed are you when people reproach you, persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven"* (Matthew 5:11-12). The world may reject you, but God has chosen you. The opinions of people do not determine your worth—your worth is found in Christ alone.
Now, let us pray for you with the authority and hope we have in Jesus:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our sister before You, knowing that You see every tear she has cried and every wound she carries. Lord, she feels forgotten, broken, and overwhelmed by the weight of her past and the rejection of the world. But we declare that she is *not* forgotten—You have engraved her name on the palms of Your hands (Isaiah 49:16). We ask that You break the spirit of heaviness off her and replace it with the garment of praise (Isaiah 61:3). Father, where there is bitterness, bring forgiveness. Where there is despair, bring hope. Where there is rejection, bring the assurance of Your love.
Lord, we rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell her she is stupid, worthless, or beyond redemption. By the blood of Jesus, we cancel every curse, every word spoken against her, and every scheme of the enemy to keep her bound in shame. We declare that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that Your plans for her are for good and not for evil, to give her a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
Father, we ask for divine restoration—restore what the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25). Restore her joy, her peace, her communication, and her purpose. Open doors that no man can shut (Revelation 3:8) and give her favor where there has been contempt. If there are areas of her life where she has not fully surrendered to You, convict her gently and lead her to repentance. Heal her heart, Lord, and teach her to trust You even when she cannot see the way forward.
We pray for godly community to surround her—people who will speak life, truth, and encouragement into her spirit. Remove toxic influences and replace them with those who will build her up in faith. And Father, we ask that You give her a fresh revelation of Your love. Let her encounter You in a way that leaves no doubt of Your goodness, Your faithfulness, and Your power to redeem all things.
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray, believing that You are working all things together for her good. Amen.
Finally, sister, we urge you to cling to Jesus above all else. Spend time in His Word daily, even if it’s just a verse or two. Let the truth of Scripture wash over your mind and heart. And when the enemy whispers lies, combat them with the truth of God’s promises. You are not alone in this fight. We are standing with you, and more importantly, *God is standing with you*.
*"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* — Psalm 34:18
*"Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."* — Isaiah 41:10
Keep pressing into Him. He is your healer, your redeemer, and your hope.