Struggling with my flesh

[Anonymous]

I am battling an open addiction, and trying to stop masturbating. I want to get married someday. Although I watch porn and masturbate frequently, I have never had real intimate sex with a woman. I feel it's my time to stop waiting for my future wife. I don't want to wait forever. I thought I could do it, but it's too hard, and God won't answer my prayer for a wife. I so badly wanted to wait for her, but I don't even think she exists anymore. I wanted to do this right, but it seems I'm just too weak. God won't listen to me, and I give up. I've been waiting for 9 years for God to answer my prayer for a wife. I have not had intercourse with a woman ever. I write letters to my future wife, but God has refused to give me a wife, and I am stuck burning with lust, and trying to quit masturbating, and watching porn. I just want intimacy with my future wife, but I guess that's never gonna happen so why wait. I've kept myself from crossing the line and having real sex since I was taught that it was the right thing to do. I was told if I waited it would be worth it. I was told it would not be that long before I met my future wife. I thought for sure by now I would have met her and gotten married. But no. God has not given me my future wife, and I am starting to think he could care less. I can't even get dates. I'm so pathetic. Why is God doing this to me? Please pray for me.

 

[Anil Morya]

Get bible and read continue daily for a month I believe God will change you completely Amen

 

[Hungry4love357]

Get bible and read continue daily for a month I believe God will change you completely Amen

I hope you're right because last time it did not work well for me.

 

[Anil Morya]

I hope you're right because last time it did not work well for me.

I myself not Christian but before one month I accepted Christianity till now my parents don't know about it. I strongly believe in Jesus because he made me Emmanuel. Amen

 

[ellie12]

Perhaps you have heard of the parable preparing for rain. “There were two farmers who desperately needed rain, and both of them prayed for rain. But only one of them went out and prepared his fields to receive it. Which one do you think trusted God to send the rain; the answer the one who prepared his fields for it?”

Remove all the objects in your home which attract lust, destroy them. May God give you the necessary strength for that! in Jesus name Amen

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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[123]

"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." 2 Corinthians 4:17 May the Lord wrap his arms around you and keep you at peace. God Bless!