boazgirl
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Once again I ask for strength and faith...! My daughter has surgery tomorrow and is not walking with God not sure even how strong her beliefs are at this point. she was brought up in a christian church and I think made a committment when young. It is not terrible surgery, but tough enough especially the healing process, and she has to take a week or two off of work and University. It actually will take total 3 months to totally heal the wounded area...so not going to be easy.
Also keep praying for the cheque for my investment refund that I am waiting on...that the lawyers and owners of that company are guided by God's devine intervention and favor is shown to me.
Thank you all for your prayers that sold my vehicles and the uplifting words you gave me when I was so down I could not get up out of my anxiety and depression. I am doing ok right now, but I know it is only God and prayer keeping me here...as I know in a minutes notice I could drop to total devestation and really should be freaking out right now...! That is how I know God is keeping me uplifted and optimistic of the future. He makes everything work and shows me the way through the darkness and sends me just enough little miracles to keep me focused on him and not give up.
Keep praying for me as most of my support comes from this site and my new found on line friends. I have very little support from this end. I attend a church, but if my husband goes it is to a more watered down version as he does not like mine, makes him feel uncomfortible (convicted). My daughter won't go anymore anywhere but to bars and parties...! my boys attend yet another church youth group at a church that is really not my thing and the boys only like the youth group. I have a few close friends that support me but we are all very busy and it is hard to get togher except for txt and well that just does not always cut it.
Today is also my 25th anniversary and it comes with bitter sadness and happiness. We are not what we used to be and he is far from a believing God fearing man still after 25 years...in fact less I think from male c0-worker, family and friends in his life that influence him to the bad. He like to check out porn stuff which I think has messed him up a bit but he is loyal and never cheated on me. I celebrate this occasion as it is not all bad, but there is so much we lack in communication and friendship we once had. He resents my extreme interest in church and things of God.... and mocks me...yet sort of admires it....!
Just pray for these things today and the faith and strength I need to get beyond the place I am today.....Please agree with me and put an extra word in for me with God in your prayers....what you have done so far has saved me from total destruction of my family and life but everything is far from fixed just better.
Also keep praying for the cheque for my investment refund that I am waiting on...that the lawyers and owners of that company are guided by God's devine intervention and favor is shown to me.
Thank you all for your prayers that sold my vehicles and the uplifting words you gave me when I was so down I could not get up out of my anxiety and depression. I am doing ok right now, but I know it is only God and prayer keeping me here...as I know in a minutes notice I could drop to total devestation and really should be freaking out right now...! That is how I know God is keeping me uplifted and optimistic of the future. He makes everything work and shows me the way through the darkness and sends me just enough little miracles to keep me focused on him and not give up.
Keep praying for me as most of my support comes from this site and my new found on line friends. I have very little support from this end. I attend a church, but if my husband goes it is to a more watered down version as he does not like mine, makes him feel uncomfortible (convicted). My daughter won't go anymore anywhere but to bars and parties...! my boys attend yet another church youth group at a church that is really not my thing and the boys only like the youth group. I have a few close friends that support me but we are all very busy and it is hard to get togher except for txt and well that just does not always cut it.
Today is also my 25th anniversary and it comes with bitter sadness and happiness. We are not what we used to be and he is far from a believing God fearing man still after 25 years...in fact less I think from male c0-worker, family and friends in his life that influence him to the bad. He like to check out porn stuff which I think has messed him up a bit but he is loyal and never cheated on me. I celebrate this occasion as it is not all bad, but there is so much we lack in communication and friendship we once had. He resents my extreme interest in church and things of God.... and mocks me...yet sort of admires it....!
Just pray for these things today and the faith and strength I need to get beyond the place I am today.....Please agree with me and put an extra word in for me with God in your prayers....what you have done so far has saved me from total destruction of my family and life but everything is far from fixed just better.
