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luvleefox01
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Hi. it's been such a long time since i've posted a prayer request, but i don't know where else to turn. I've been praying to God and i know he hears me, but i need numbers because that is where the strength comes from. I have been in an unhealthy relationship for quite some time now. I stay with him because i feel like i cannot do better. I stay with him because i feel honored that a man that is as attractive as him wants to be with me. But he doesn't treat me very well. He doesn't beat me or anything, but he does nothing for my self esteem. he makes me feel worse about myself. Every time i thought i had enough strength to tell him to leave, it's always overridden with feelings of hopelessness because i feel like i would be lost without him. he does nothing for me financially. as a matter of fact, his poor financial decisions have put me in dire straits because i am taking care of the both of us. he has no regards for my feelings at all. he is very spiteful but my back bone is so weak that i tell myself that it's my fault. I get angry and i act out, then he will threaten to leave and i will cry even though it's probably for the better. So i pray that God gives me the strength that i need to be rid of this man and to move on with my life. Pray that i find my self esteem so that i know that i deserve and can attract better. Please pray that i find me a godly man, a spiritual man that is willing to assist in building my spirits up. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.
