Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Hannah (Me) needs to stop crying and start praising, trusting, seeking, thanking, hoping in, hearing from and loving only God Jesus Christ. "Tears come from the heart and not from the brain" (Quote from Leonardo da Vinci). Hannah's brain need to remember that God is the one she (I) needs to seek love from and not V. Hannah is crying again... Hannah feels so used, so defeated.
Hannah supported V for many years and finally he passed his last exam a few weeks ago and now today he is officially meeting up with his prof for a professional internship...finally...wow, he may get a job and finally be really working...but he has just 'dumped' Hannah (me) for another girl almost half his age. Thank you Lord for letting Hannah knows YOU and had kept the relationship between Hannah and V pure for the last almost a decade!!! Actually, that is a testimony in itself of YOUR power. I have been crying for the last week since V told me he is now trying to date the new international student S. Father, V is not a Christian, please help him to come to know and accept YOU as his Lord.
Father God, why do I feel so defeated??? I really shouldn't. I am the WINNER because YOU are helping me to win. Thank you. V dumped me but really if I really think about it, YOU must have allowed it for a reason. Father, I feel so dangerously depressed but I NEED to focus on my health first. Father, please HEAL me, I think this was why I was so sick that I was taken to the hospital a month ago. Please clear whatever it was in my body so by the time I have the next tests, I will be healed. Father, you know what are best for me, for my future. Father, THANK YOU. At this moment, I realize I am so glad I have YOU...I'd rather have Jesus than anything.
Father, Please help me to continue to love V as he still crazily expects me to love him after he has 'dumped' me. He goes to the other girl and he had crazily came back to me to cook for him. Father, you know I've been working so hard and paying everything for him for the last few years...well, I need Your help now to know what I should and should not be doing. I think I've been crazy to focus my entire life in serving V for the last few years...wow...I need to spend more time with YOU and with my parents and my siblings. If V is supposed to be my future spouse, Lord, I am now giving this situation OVER to YOU and I know YOU love me so much and I beg YOU to bless me and to work it out for me better than I have imagined it to be. I've been crying so much and I really need to stop. Please send the HOLY SPIRIT to take my hands and guide me, to speak to me and to cheer me on. Thank you Father. YOU are what I need, not V.
Yup...Father God Jesus Christ Lord Saviour, I need YOUR guidance, support, power, wisdom, healing, blessing and love. I've been so down these days and I need YOU and YOU are the ONLY one in the universe to know how to help me to get over this 'betrayal', sadness, situation. Thank you for letting me know you and thank you for the prayer warriors on this website, thank you for the administrators of this website and thank you for anyone, any friends, any family members who had prayed, supported, listened, treated, blessed, thought about and loved me so far. Ultimately, these people and any joyful situations are treats from YOU. Thank you Father. I love YOU. Please don't leave me! Please bless me and love me beyond my imagination...You are the best GIFT and yes, I need YOU more than anything else. In Christ's precious name I pray, Amen.
Hannah supported V for many years and finally he passed his last exam a few weeks ago and now today he is officially meeting up with his prof for a professional internship...finally...wow, he may get a job and finally be really working...but he has just 'dumped' Hannah (me) for another girl almost half his age. Thank you Lord for letting Hannah knows YOU and had kept the relationship between Hannah and V pure for the last almost a decade!!! Actually, that is a testimony in itself of YOUR power. I have been crying for the last week since V told me he is now trying to date the new international student S. Father, V is not a Christian, please help him to come to know and accept YOU as his Lord.
Father God, why do I feel so defeated??? I really shouldn't. I am the WINNER because YOU are helping me to win. Thank you. V dumped me but really if I really think about it, YOU must have allowed it for a reason. Father, I feel so dangerously depressed but I NEED to focus on my health first. Father, please HEAL me, I think this was why I was so sick that I was taken to the hospital a month ago. Please clear whatever it was in my body so by the time I have the next tests, I will be healed. Father, you know what are best for me, for my future. Father, THANK YOU. At this moment, I realize I am so glad I have YOU...I'd rather have Jesus than anything.
Father, Please help me to continue to love V as he still crazily expects me to love him after he has 'dumped' me. He goes to the other girl and he had crazily came back to me to cook for him. Father, you know I've been working so hard and paying everything for him for the last few years...well, I need Your help now to know what I should and should not be doing. I think I've been crazy to focus my entire life in serving V for the last few years...wow...I need to spend more time with YOU and with my parents and my siblings. If V is supposed to be my future spouse, Lord, I am now giving this situation OVER to YOU and I know YOU love me so much and I beg YOU to bless me and to work it out for me better than I have imagined it to be. I've been crying so much and I really need to stop. Please send the HOLY SPIRIT to take my hands and guide me, to speak to me and to cheer me on. Thank you Father. YOU are what I need, not V.
Yup...Father God Jesus Christ Lord Saviour, I need YOUR guidance, support, power, wisdom, healing, blessing and love. I've been so down these days and I need YOU and YOU are the ONLY one in the universe to know how to help me to get over this 'betrayal', sadness, situation. Thank you for letting me know you and thank you for the prayer warriors on this website, thank you for the administrators of this website and thank you for anyone, any friends, any family members who had prayed, supported, listened, treated, blessed, thought about and loved me so far. Ultimately, these people and any joyful situations are treats from YOU. Thank you Father. I love YOU. Please don't leave me! Please bless me and love me beyond my imagination...You are the best GIFT and yes, I need YOU more than anything else. In Christ's precious name I pray, Amen.
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