still keep me in your prayers

[bsj220]

thank you for all the prayers ! i am still struggling day to day. i dont know my husband anymore. one day he wants to come home the next he treats me like am a stranger. my heart is heavy, i feel i have done everything i know to do. i pray that he makes a decsion on he wants. its taking a toll on me. he promised that he would pay the taxes and now he is saying he is not worried about it. my job has cut overtime and i have brought 1000 less home this month. if this continues i will not be able to keep up on the house. i feel so alone. i dont have anything family here except my daughter who is 18 and making me a nervous wreck with some careless decsions that she is making. please God please touch me and help lift this heavy load. help me continue to keep my faith. i need to know i am not alone. please if it is your will for my husband to stay with this other woman please fill the void in my life. i just feel like i dont matter to anyone. i just want to run away !!!

 

[mayGodblessyouabundantly]

2 Corinthians 4:8-18 (New International Version)

8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. 12So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."[a]With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, 14because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence. 15All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Lord,

You said you would never leave us or forsake us. Be with this dear lady and bless her with the desires of her heart. Place a hedge of protection around her and keep her and her child safe from all harm. Bless her finances, her health, her mind, her relationships. In this time may she draw closer to you and learn your ways. Heal her broken heart and release the pain and anguish that holds her back from joy. In Jesus mighty name, Amen.