Still extreme feelings of HELPLESSNESS and HOPELESSNESS!! No ...

[anonymous7367]

Still extreme feelings of HELPLESSNESS and HOPELESSNESS!! No Christmas Spirit. No Christmas Joy! Absolutely NONE!

Only going to church today because I promised my friend I would help her in lighting the Christmas Candles. I want to scream just thinking about Christmas music.

Songs keep playing in my head "Have faith in God, he cannot fail, he must prevail". Those words do not bring me comfort. Reading the Bible des NOT bring me comfort. Praying daily brings me NO comfort.

In just a few days, day after Christmas everything will be gone. I will be homeless, without transportation, and without my husband as he will be filing for divorce because the bills aren't paid. I did NOT create this mess but I am the one being punished. So, no I have no faith left in me. No, I have no belief that God is going to help because he REPEATEDLY tells me He is not. He wants me homeless and divorced again. He wants me to pay for what others have done. I heard him speak this to me. If it were not God speaking, then things would not be the way they are things would be getting better.

I have prayed unsuccessfully for 16 years on several matters, unsuccessfully for over 11 years on another matter, over 9 years on another matter, unsuccessfully all year over our financal situation that I did NOT create. I changed the way I prayed and still God says NO. You don't deserve my love or mercy.

God is in control. I am trying to accept the fact that that means he wants me homeless again, beaten down. I am already beaten down. I refuse to be homeless. I will take my husbands gun and blow my brains out if it comes to this.

God has proven to me REPEATEDLY there are NO miracles in this world. I've done all I can to fix the problems. It is HOPELESS!!!

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[dieselboy123]

God does not teach hopelessness. Your faith is being tested by other forces you know in your heart that God is good and answers prayer even Satan knows that. Satan is a master of deciet and lies and will plant people and situations around you to pull you from God. Everytime in my life when I have been left in despair, I wanted to blame everyone around me and most of all God, these feelings are not of God but this world and the forces that walk among us, cast all your cares on Jesus , repent all your sins and ask for a vision for your life. I pray you will hear my prayer for this lost soul Lord Jesus and show them your comfort and peace.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[laurie]

Oh dear sister , I am weeping for you and with, as I type this prayer tears are running down my face ,. I feel your pain and your hurt and your sorrow. Difficult for me to type as I am sobbing right now.........

Please do not do anything foolish to harm your dear self . God loves you more than you can ever begin to imagine. You must believe that. Please give me a moment, needing personal and private prayer for you away from keyboard ... will be back

 

[patty700]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[papafishin52]

Heavenly Father, We ask for your will to be done in this situation. You are a kind, loving, merciful God. Please let your child feel your presence and to trust you in all things. We ask this in the name of your Holy son, Jesus Christ, and it is because of him we can come to your throne. We Thank you for this....Amen...

 

[laurie]

 Dear sister . I have prayed for you and will continue to do so with my family. Father you know the pain and heartache of this child of yours  and the most difficult circumstances she is now in . Lord we ask for your divine intervention here in this  situation .  Lord send your precious holy spirit to comfort and protect this dear lady. impart your wisdom and your strength to her as she looks to you for her deliverance Father you know all her needs . Please guide her to the right people who can help and support her both emotionally and physically at this time . Give her a discerning spirit and  sound judgement and a forgiving heart regardless of who is, or is not a fault  for the circumstances that have befallen her . Dear sister  we cannot know  why God permits suffering , or why he even waits so long frequently to  answer our prayers .  But his ways are not our ways . He is smarter than we are , and while  we may not know  what lies ahead for us,  God  does , and he works all things together  for the benefit of those   who love him . You would not be here at this prayer sight  if you had given up all hope . You are here by God's grace whether you are aware of that or not . AS Christians we do not have all the answers. but one thing is certain ... CHRIST LIVES ... and he is the  son of the living God. He  was tortured and he bled and died on a cruel cross for you. He was abused mocked beaten almost to death before   he was  nailed to that cross for you and for me . He took all our sin all our transgressions all our vileness and wickedness upon himself so that we would go free  and be found acceptable and blameless in the father's  sight ....  AND HE WAS PERFECT...  WITHOUT SIN OR BLEMISH.

His final words.. ""Father forgive them for they know not what they do ""...... he forgave his tormentors and crucifiers.

Dear sister I pray you learn to trust the one that died for us  while we were still yet sinners the  scriptures tell us .

 FATHER ,  we ask for a special blessing on this dear sister , bless her discouraged heart Lord as  she turns to you in faith , seeking you first and  foremost in all her ways . Give clear understanding of what it is  she must do , and a faith to believe that you will do what she cannot  do . God bless you I will stay in prayer for you and if you need or ant to message me  please do not hesitate . IN Jesus name we pray amen .

 

[dieselboy123]

I don't know you sister but I can relate to you I have been through physchological Hell, I was so far gone no one on this earth could bring me back, God reached down at my lowest point in my life and gripped me tight and raised me from perdition. You said you have done everything to fix your situation, so did I and my tradegy could have been avoided if I would have let God take control fully of my life not just seeking him for advice and guidance but full control sister, don't give up even with Hell surrounding you, God is searching for his lost sheep call out to him! Amen

 

[BLESSITONE]

YOU HAVE LIFE ... THAT IS "JOY"....YOU FREEDOM... THAT IS "JOY"....IT GOES ON, & ON..